The other day i was feeling really bad and i kinda ran away for a night.
To make a long story short i ended up with some junkies and took some heroin.
It seemed like a good idea at the time.
Then i took some more the next day.
Now i really want to take some more but dont at the same time.
what should i do?
“The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww!”
but i dont know if i can stop myself.
i dont know if i can get help, im not in my own country
“The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww!”
Please don't take any more. You must know how addictive and dangerous heroin is. If you try not to give in now, you might not fall into the viscous cycle that is addiction.
Wake me up before I change again
Remind me the story that I won't get insane
Tell me why it's always the same
Explain me the reason why I'm so much in pain.
but i dont know if i can stop myself.
i dont know if i can get help, im not in my own country
i know what its like. I've had my share of the drug experience.
I know it's hard to stop, and trust me, you do not want to become addicted to anything, especially heroin.
there are drug support groups everywere. i dont know what country you are in, but i'm guessing there will be one nearby.
If you dont feel you can stop, then get help sooner than later.
but like anything, you have to really WANT to stop.
this time you take heron is likely to change your life into that of an addict.
you do NOT want that.
My cousin was an addict & i wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy,,, its awful
Please please dont,,, itl get easier,,,, do NOT take anymore heroin.
x
Your mind fogs up, you open your eyes and you are surrounded,,, chained to what you can't see,,, only sense. I'm choking when I try to inhale. My throat constricts, I can't swallow,
I think I bit off more than I could chew
Pleasee Dont take no more!!!!
Pretty pleasee!
Its the worst thing you can do. It will just take over your life.
Once you get addicted to that your someone completely different. I know it might help you now.
Its your friend at first, but soon you'll be in a mission everyday trying to find money for it. Stealing off your friends and family. I know you may think you would never do that, but you wont be you once you get addicted to it.
P.S. Im sorry for the rant. It would just be such a shame for you if you did it again. I hope your doing okay. *Hugs*
Please don't take it any more. The more you do it, the harder it will be to stop.
If you think you can't stop youselfe, please get some help. The sooner you do it, the better.
xx
