Triggering (SI) - Mini-update/general advice asking (formerly "****.")

[Queen Crabbit]

There's no ****ing point any more.

Until I can gather some thoughts and do damage limitation, a few hugs would be nice.

Nit that I deserve them.
Not that, well, antyhing.

I'm a bad bad person, and he's going to kill me.

[akita]

Chelsey whats happend darling?

[crazykat]

Sweetheart we care about you loads. Can you explain a bit more about whats going on for you? Take care and if you wanna talk PM me
*lots of special hugs*
Kat xxx

[Queen Crabbit]

I want to die.
& I cut myself.
& I just, noone gives a ****.
I don't know.
I can't deal with all this stuff by myself.
But i AM on my own.
Will be for a long time.
So **** it.
I'll cut agin.

[Destinationzero]

You are NOT a bad person. You can do this. You deserve a multitude of hugs and a shower of good things. No one can go it alone. We are here for whatever reason you want us to be. Please stay safe.

[bleedingdragon]

Chels
Hugs you
we all care about you very much, i care about you
please hold on
your in my thoughts
wish i had more friend

Dave

[The Hierophant]

Chels
I wish I could give more comfort.
But things will get better.
You can get through this.
You are a strong enough person.

Thinking about you

[Ash*]

Talk to me sweetie?
You know where I am,and I have my phone back now =] So I'm always around.

xxx

*points to msn*
you know its there to be used lovey :)
*nudge nudge*

[Mrs Sam]

hope your alright now sweety. you are a lovely person sweety. please take care

sam

xxx

[*lily*]

hope your ok xxxlily

[~*forever_broken*~]

*hugs you*
Hope you're ok hun.
Please take care.

[Accidentally Abstract]

Quote:

Originally Posted by Queen Crabbit

& I just, noone gives a ****.

Honey, look at how many hugs you've got in this thread.
People care.
Look after yourself sweet-pea.
I hope whatever's happened sorts itself out really quickly.
x

[Sans Peur]

chels,I hope you are doing okay in scotland at the moment.I dont know what has triggered you to feel this lowbut these feelinsg will pass.

If you need to talk just prod me on msn *cuddles*

[Trucktastic]

Let us know what's going on, Love.
We care about you and want to know, so we can do what we can to help you.

But whatever you decide, please take care, and stay safe. We need you here.

Love you

Lozx

[Margo]

Chelsea is away for a week atm. Things have settled down a little altho the poor thing is suffering a migraine! Ouch!

[Queen Crabbit]

Sorry I forgot to say I was going away - thanks Matthew for letting everyone know.

I'd forgotten I'd made this thread, but I was gonna come and post one nearly exactly the same as soon as I got back.

It's like, I'm constantly waiting for something bad to happen. I can never relax completely. Except when I'm with a few select people I feel 100% safe with.

I was put/vollunteered to be in charge of the Galley [kitchen on a boat] while I was away. There were/are lots and lots of sharp objects there. I didn't even think about it.

Then, when I have no access to anything, any means, it's on my mind constantly. Someone tell me I'm not a freak?

I have really bad period pains, have had a migrane/headache/migrane again for the last 4 days, was ill to begin with and have had to come off the pill mid cycle. I feel like ****.

I don't really know why I'm writing this. I don't want to make a new post though. I don't see the point, when I've already got this one.

Anyway. Yeah.

I'm back.

[hammy]

hugs to you, sorry you're having a hard time.

[Pomegranate]

hi Chels. Hope your holiday was ok. You arent a freak at all, from what I have read of your posts you seem like a great person.

Welcome back, sorry I am not able to be more helpful at the moment x