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Possibly Triggering - No Title
The sun shines brightly outside the window.
I try to cover my eyes, cover my head, try to fall asleep.
Even as the sound of birds singing and kids playing waves in and out.
My alarm clock sounds as the CD player gets ready to play track 01.
Randomly selected? I think not.
Chosen because of the hard pounding metal-ass-kicking riffs, that if given less volume could sound like a heart beat on cocaine and red bull.
Bored to tears, bored to death - BORED TO DAMN NEAR SUICIDE!
Everything I know, everything I love changes and fades to gray.
All 14 shades, before it fades away.
Away and away and now I fade to black.
Gone, gone and now I'm nothing - yet again.
Running my fingers through my hair, intent on PULLING IT OUT!
Run my hands over scars, some you nor I can see…
And some I know you will never see, because I will not show you…
And because you don't care…
You don't know that…But in time you will.
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I really have no title for this. It was just something I scribbled on a piece of paper one day when I couldn't sleep. It was 8 am or maybe 7, I don't recall. I just remember that morning everything nearly ended up going through that pen and onto the paper.
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