had enough

[étoile]

I left school 10 years ago and i've done nothing. I spend all day alone in my room either bored on the internet, or bored watching the same dvds i always watch. there's got to be more to life than this. I just don't know what it is. I can't keep living like this, something's got to change soon or i'm gonna go insane. I swear i can't take it anymore.

[wildly insane]

You can do this and you can change your way of life too, it doesn't have to be this way but you do have to make some decisions. Are you getting any help, counselling or what not? Deciding what to do is always the most difficult thing, but start off with little steps, make a list of what you want to achieve in the day and see how many you can get done, are there any ideas floating around your head about what you do want? I'm afraid it's up to you to decide what you want to do, but there's nothing standing in your way. It's not going to happen immediately, but it can happen, take care, hugs, Hannah

[Sigma]

what is stopping you from getting involved in other things? what interests you?

could you do a part-time course, voluntary work, join a club?

as Hannah says, there's loads you can do, take it one step at a time