Ive just arranged an appointment for a counsellor with CAMHS, and i cant get an appointment till 25th august. TWO MONTHS!!! I can't wait that long. I just cant, I cant.
Im really comtemplating od'ing, because im that anxious. I really am. I want help. I NEED help, that sounds so selfish, but maybe i am. I really will kill myself by 25th August.
Bah.
Sorry.
thank you, Lily, for saving mummy's life*.
You are my one and only, you can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight, and you'll be alright.
Well done on talking to CAMHS! I'm sure they'll help you :)
I completely understand the frustration of long waiting times! I had to wait ages for an assessment too, luckily it's coming up soon. Did you get referred to the CAMHS counsellor by your GP or school nurse or someone..? You can request to be seen quicker or as soon as a cancellation comes up through the person who referred you, or if you ring directly. You can also ask for support in the meantime via your GP.
It's not selfish to want/need help, it's a really positive step that you've reached out for this help. Keep posting and talking us through how you're feeling. We're here for you.
*hugs* sorry that things are so tough right now. do you have anyone that you can talk to about all the stuff going on for you?? try to hold onto the fact that things will get better. even if it doesnt feel like it!! feel free to pm me anytime..
hang in there sweetie
"you never know how strong you are untill being strong is the only choice you have"
lozstar88 your my lopbelly night owl. CrashQueenyour beautiful and amazing like the vodka that stops the jelly from tasting funny :p
You are not an attention seeker you are just struggling and needing attention is not a bad thing anyway because everyone needs some love and attentions sometimes but if you have od'd you need to get checked out. I know its scary but you need to make sure you are physically ok.
You did a really brave thing going to CAMHS, it shows how strong you are, don't give up. Speak to your doctor they may be able to get you a bit higher on the list.
Don't think of it as two months just take it one day at a time, it will go quick if you try and keep yourself busy but first things frist you need to go to hospital or your doctor.
Take care of yourself love
x
You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are.
just leaving a message here to say, you are NOT an attention seeker.
i hope that liam is ok with you, and i hope you got the help you needed.
i'm very sorry i stopped texting, but i'm at the end of my monthly free texts now.
please let me know you're alright, i'm a right worrier : )
*hugs*
i tried to pm you, but i dont think it worked, my laptops having a bit of a spazz on.
I'm not sure what to say, cos' I've never had to wait for an appointment with CAMHS before. I've got mine straight away, though I can see how horrible it must be having to wait for an appointment when you really need help. Please don't kill yourself. Could you ring a helpline while you're waiting for the appointment when you need to talk to someone?
Hope you're alright. Take care. xo.
