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[XTC]

after not taking nothing except smoking weed and the occasional drink I crmbled last night and got wrecked out my head on something, for most of the night, all by myself. i feel like crap for giving in which just makes me want to take more. its so much easier to do that...

[Zedebee]

Hey there, can I just really recommend you listen to Accidents can happen by Sixx:A.M.
Try not to let one night bring you down. Fight it. Don't give in, don't let it win...

[XTC]

the song de ja vu by eminem feels more fitting lol ;/

[RemoteControl]

i know it may feel so much easier right now, but youll feel so much worse about it tomorrow. its difficult to not take or drink anything, i know how you feel, but just imagine tomorrow when you wake up and you didnt. youll feel so proud of yourself. just try to hold onto that thought. you had a setback, but everyone has setbacks, try not to beat yourself up about it, it sounds like you're doing really well.