Just picturing E and/or L just having a cupboard stacked full of scales...
I haven't actually used the scales today. Because it seriously upset me yesterday and like i don't wanna self yeet but cutting off bits of my body that are distressing is looking more and more like a legit idea
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
I can understand not being able to stop weighing yourself but I bet you could get someone to babysit your scales. And you can tell me that you’d just buy more then fine, buy more and get someone to babysit them too. Eventually you’ll get too annoyed at wasting money and too embarrassed by having L or E babysit five sets of scales to buy anymore.
I have vague memories of you doing something similar to me and it being very annoying.
RIGHT.
Yay for no hospital and well done and stuff but you have to keep this eating up or you'll be right back in this situ. Is the driving test motivation enough for now?
If your driving test is the short term motivation, would it help your long term motivation to remember how much time and hard work (and money) has gone into learning to drive and getting a car? Like passing your test is one thing but once you've done that, if you want to actually drive and reap the rewards of passing you're still going to need to be reliably nourished, right?
I hope the CMHT/GP continue to keep an eye on your physical health, and I am so glad they seem to finally be acknowledging the severity of the situation.
'It's an impossible choice ... I'll just have to hope that when I flip the coin it somehow explodes and kills me.'
"You're not scared of climbing mountains. You're scared that you can't make them move."
That is very true
No point getting my licence if i can't drive after getting it
Thank you
It'll only be until this dr leaves and another one takes over, who is inevitably going to be indifferent to the whole ED thing.
I haven't heard that the dr or CC are going anywhere, but that's just how things go in the cmht!
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Try not to worry about people leaving etc although I know that is a common thing. Focus on what you have now and your support and motivations. Can you phone your CC to see what's going on with her?
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
I'm not worried about it. It's just something that happens and that's life.
I can try and call her tomorrow. Though she was meant to call within 72 hours after being discharged from crisis, so idk what's going on with that
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
