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28-01-2024, 12:02 PM
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Patchwork Elephant
Join Date: Sep 2009
Location: UK
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Sorry to hear that you have been struggling again.
I've certainly experienced similar. From my limited understanding, it's mostly biology. Your body doesn't want to run on not enough fuel and if it senses another 'famine', it will react to try to prevent that. This can happen even if you're just *thinking* about restricting, because brains are weird things we don't yet understand very well. It's not a personal failing, it's your brain and body doing what they are supposed to.
I think it's also important to emphasise that eating or not eating aren't in any way moral issues. People who eat enough are no better or worse than people who don't. Your struggles are valid either way, but as you say there are less harmful ways to cope with anxiety - do you have any access to support for your mental health? It could be worth looking on the BEAT or Mind websites, I think both offer online support or at least signposting. And there's here of course. It's very quiet these days but you will usually get a reply even if it takes a few days.
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'It's an impossible choice ... I'll just have to hope that when I flip the coin it somehow explodes and kills me.'
"You're not scared of climbing mountains. You're scared that you can't make them move."
Jenna was here :P
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28-01-2024, 11:18 PM
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Camden
Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: USA
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can definitely relate to what both of you have said. unsure we have any better words than what lio already said, but you are definitely not alone.
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Please do not give me virtual hugs unless you are only using the hug function on threads. Thanks.
You can't always keep it separate.
This is happening, this is part of you.
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13-02-2024, 08:03 PM
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I can certainly understand what you're saying. Our brains are often not our friends are they? One emotion makes your tum clam up and you can't eat and another sends you straight to the food cupboard. I've been a bit like this lately after a long period of being okay.
You're not a pig, disgusting or weak. You have an ED and are living with anxiety - two conditions that are not helpful at all are they?
Please don't label yourself in a negative way but enjoy those times when it's you in control and not your emotions (and I'll try to do the same too).
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