Not something I'd be comfortable with.
It's en suite and the shower floods the whole bathroom so I have to get dressed in my room
I doubt they'd want to do that anyway
Another member of staff brought up putting me on 1:1 but the main nurse was very against it so they probably wouldn't supervise me
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
I probably wouldn't be safe
I've just asked and they said I do have to have someone with me when I shower so I have to wait
I do think a shower would calm me down but I probably would end up doing something if left alone
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Yes get home and sacrifice myself
They don't believe me about any of this so they probably won't let me home
I'm actually dreading seeing the doctor this week because so much has happened
I've just collapsed as well for some reason
Back in my room but I have nothing to do anything with so not sure what to do
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
I'm sorry things are continuing to be so hard. Sometimes people get stuck in certain thoughts/obsessions. I know I have and it did eventually pass. Please try and focus on being honest with the staff and keeping safe, even if you don't think you want to right now.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
They don't understand that I have to die to save the world
They don't believe me
I've had several more incidents today but they keep catching me and threatened another injection
They don't understand that this has to happen
It's for the good of everyone
Why are they so against that???
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Is it possible that they understand that you believe you have to be dead, but they don't agree with you? It's their job to keep you safe, and letting you hurt yourself is the opposite of that. Their job is to focus on you, not on everyone else.
Please do not give me virtual hugs unless you are only using the hug function on threads. Thanks.
You can't always keep it separate.
This is happening, this is part of you.