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22-04-2023, 02:26 AM
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#881
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*super hugs you all*
Join Date: Feb 2019
Location: texas
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on edge
im home with my abusive dad and i cant take it!!!!! i have no therapist!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im on edge!!!!!!!!! i already SHed today i havent been able to sh badly in like 4 years while i was in the group home and i feel like my minds welcomeing thoughts and feelings that come with the atfermath of SH...... i feel like im going to keep going on a down spiral!!!!!!!!!!!! im living at home got kicked out of my group home because i went IP.....
Last edited by Pi.R^2 : 29-04-2023 at 02:47 PM.
Reason: please see your PMs
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just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….
Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough
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22-04-2023, 04:04 AM
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#882
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Camden
Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: USA
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It's pretty standard not to stay in touch with humans you meet in hospital. It's also generally discouraged to keep in touch or share information for safety reasons. I used to think this was dumb but I've actually had things go pretty wrong with someone before. So can actually understand why many place have rules like this. I wouldn't take it as any reflection on you, just that's how things are. Most humans get home and go back to their lives and friends they already have.
Hopefully you can find a new therapist soon. Have you tried looking some up to contact? Or at least having a think about what you would like to have in a therapist?
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Please do not give me virtual hugs unless you are only using the hug function on threads. Thanks.
You can't always keep it separate.
This is happening, this is part of you.
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22-04-2023, 11:04 AM
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#883
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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: U.K.
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This is late but if you're in danger can you go to a safe family member or friend? Or even the police? As for the SH I'm sorry you did that. What is it about SH that felt like the right thing to do?
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Ying tong iddle ai po!
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19-05-2023, 10:55 PM
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#884
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*super hugs you all*
Join Date: Feb 2019
Location: texas
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i feel like bad..........
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just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….
Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough
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20-05-2023, 12:39 PM
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#885
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The Shadow of the Day
Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: Scotland
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What's happening to make you feel bad?
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I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
You didn't come this far just to come this far.
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05-06-2023, 11:04 PM
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#886
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*super hugs you all*
Join Date: Feb 2019
Location: texas
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my stupid bastard of a father!!!!!!!!!! i almost got my hands on a razor but i really dont know what happened but i put it back.... i feel so angery at myself!!!!!!!!! i needed it and i had it for a moment (4 mintines) and i just put it back!!!!!! WHATS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!??????? I FEEL SO STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….
Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough
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05-06-2023, 11:52 PM
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#887
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We can try. We can always try.
Join Date: Sep 2007
Location: Your mum's bedroom
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I am sorry you are upset.
Do you want to talk about what happened?
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the sun
the moon
the truth
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08-06-2023, 01:18 AM
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#888
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*super hugs you all*
Join Date: Feb 2019
Location: texas
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things are very bad with me and both of my parents to the point where im planning on runing away!!!
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just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….
Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough
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08-06-2023, 01:40 AM
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We can try. We can always try.
Join Date: Sep 2007
Location: Your mum's bedroom
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Bad how?
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the sun
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the truth
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09-06-2023, 01:18 AM
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#890
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*super hugs you all*
Join Date: Feb 2019
Location: texas
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lots of verbal fights between me and them
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just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….
Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough
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09-06-2023, 01:45 PM
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We can try. We can always try.
Join Date: Sep 2007
Location: Your mum's bedroom
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What are you usually fighting about?
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the sun
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the truth
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11-06-2023, 01:05 PM
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*super hugs you all*
Join Date: Feb 2019
Location: texas
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stuff about me mostly......
how i eat
how i act
how i interact with other people.......
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just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….
Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough
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11-06-2023, 07:01 PM
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*super hugs you all*
Join Date: Feb 2019
Location: texas
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the last fight (which was today) i had with my dad was about me not being normal......
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just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….
Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough
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11-06-2023, 07:25 PM
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The Shadow of the Day
Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: Scotland
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Does anyone know how your parents are treating you?
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I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
You didn't come this far just to come this far.
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11-06-2023, 11:47 PM
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We can try. We can always try.
Join Date: Sep 2007
Location: Your mum's bedroom
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That sounds quite distressing.
Is there anyone that you can talk to about how things are?
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the sun
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19-06-2023, 12:51 AM
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#896
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*super hugs you all*
Join Date: Feb 2019
Location: texas
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No I don’t
On Wednesday (my birthday) while eating dinner at a restaurant my dad and I kept fighting (verbal) and then he told me that I didn’t belong here and then everything blew up and I ended up self harming on my birthday!!!!!!!
Tomorrow I have a meeting at another group home to see if I can live there
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just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….
Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough
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26-06-2023, 12:38 AM
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*super hugs you all*
Join Date: Feb 2019
Location: texas
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The meeting was good
Ive been overwelmed this past weekend and i really don’t know how to handle it anymore I really really hate myself and I’m thinking about attempting again!!!! 
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just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….
Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough
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26-06-2023, 12:19 PM
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The Shadow of the Day
Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: Scotland
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What's led you to feel this way again? I'm so sorry you're been feeling overwhelmed. What happened at the meeting?
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I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
You didn't come this far just to come this far.
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27-06-2023, 01:23 AM
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*super hugs you all*
Join Date: Feb 2019
Location: texas
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everything!!! just feeling like (and also thinking) my life would have been more and everyone in my family would have had a better life had i not been disabiltyed but mostly my dad
throughout the weekend i kept crying and this mourning i didnt have my meds because of the stupid people at the pharmacy messed up!!!! i cried most of the day today.......
the boss of the group home showed me the house we talked if she said if i qualify then i can start a 3 day trail run to see if i like living there
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just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….
Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough
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27-06-2023, 01:22 PM
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The Shadow of the Day
Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: Scotland
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I'm sorry your family are making you feel this way. They are being so cruel and you don't deserve it. It's not your fault you have some difficulties and having difficulties doesn't mean you should be treated the way you are. Will you be able to get your meds sorted? What did you think of the group home from what you saw? Would you like to give it a try if you qualify? I hope you can feel some peace within yourself soon.
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I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
You didn't come this far just to come this far.
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