The Borderline Personality Disorder Thread

[Left in the centre]

ldc - hun sounds like your struggling quite a lot right now. i know its difficult when you feel like your already doing everything you can but theres gonna be ssomething else, all be it distracton, that gets you through the waiting we just have to find it .

clare - glade you went to the gym :). its very impressive motivation spesily in this weather

Im trying to find someone to come over or go out with me tonight... i know im going shopping in the day tomorrow so if push comes to shove i will get out then... i know stayin in watching tv is gonna make my mood drop but i dont feel up to going out on my own today.

[Bleeding Angel]

LDC - i think you really need to do to the doctor and say how you are feeling, you also need to eat. why not make a meal so you can sit down together and eat?

Im ok, tired. Went primark shopping yesterday and bought pjs, well for £22 i got - 4 pairs of pj bottems, a pj top, a bag, earings, 2 five pack pairs of socks and a hairbrush. Not too bad but i need to wrap em and put them away. bought a tens machine on ebay so hopefully it will work.

[Kitkat :)]

I'm alright...

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Ayka won't let me eat at the moment. I'm starving, and my Mum keeps asking me if I want noodles (YUM) and she keeps saying no... She refused toast and will only let me drink today, she's intent on only eating when she really needs it, like to prevent me from passing out...

[ferretmonster]

im sorry your struggling kitkat, i dont really know what to say hun i dont know anything about alters but *hugs*

[Kitkat :)]

It's okay, don't worry...

I'm so bloody hungry... Urgh. Just keep drinking, I'll get some water in a minute

[Bleeding Angel]

maybe you should ask on the other thread for advice?

[Kitkat :)]

I've posted there as well... Just felt like I had to get it out really :/

[Bleeding Angel]

yeah i understand but none of us really have experiance with that kind of thing, i hope you get the help you need.

oh wow its raining really hard, my fav kind of weather (as long as im not out at the time)

[x-dying-inside-x]

hi everyone.
how are you all??

I know the feeling kitkat im always here if you wanna talk.

I'm watching the football atm.

[~Grace~]

Hi daniella...im watching it too

How are you? xx

[x-dying-inside-x]

i'm not too bad thanks, i've had my mum scream and shout at metoday but im not letting it get to m.
how are you??

Kitkat i had a full blown ED not soo long ago and i guess in a way im going back to my old ways, butyou know im always here to talk to and you have my number!
xx

[~Grace~]

Yeah..am good thanks

Bored out of my mind, but ok xx

[~Grace~]

How strange that after two lots of antibiotics (to treat a cyst), my arm is still infected...

[Bleeding Angel]

it might be your resistant to it?

[~Grace~]

Maybe I am, though my doc said the penecillin would clear up both

[x-dying-inside-x]

Go back hunny you might need stronger one's.

I'm downloading a load of music for the ipod, need something to listen to on my walk to work from the car.

[hellz]

evening all im officially freaked out about leaving hospital on wednesday :(

[x-dying-inside-x]

why are you freaked out hunny?

[hellz]

i dunno just gettin back out into the real world i guess in here other people keep me safe and outside its me that has to keep me safe i just dont know if i can.

how are you dani?

[~Grace~]

I know how scarey it is Hellz, but you will cope and you will be ok.
You kept yourself safe in hospital with their guidance, but you did all the hardwork and that will stay with you...
Hope youre ok, much love xxxx