Graphic - Rara Avis/Alex is in ICU nowAny messages of support would be greatly appreciated

bleeding black · 21-03-2012, 03:30 AM

Alex has had a psychotic episode where he felt he needed to complete a mission. Having feeling he failed that the voices told him he must kill himself. Already feeling close to suicide Alex took a lethal amount of tranquillisers and is in the critical care unit with heart problems. He was in the cardiac unit for a little while as he seemed to have stabilised, but he's still in trouble.
Thanks
Ashton

Duck · 21-03-2012, 05:56 AM

Alex, thinking of you and holding you in the Light.

inblack · 21-03-2012, 06:26 AM

*hugs* Wishing you strength in this Rara

Cbear · 21-03-2012, 07:23 AM

He's in my thoughts and prayers

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[Luna] · 21-03-2012, 07:46 AM

Oh god, I hope he is doing okay. He doesn't deserve to suffer the way he does.
I will thinking of him and praying.
Thank you for letting us know
xox

Heaven Knows · 21-03-2012, 08:19 AM

*sending love and hugs*

I hope he's okay <3

x Katie x

Snow White. · 21-03-2012, 09:53 AM

Keep fighting, you can get through this. I know things are tough now but I sincerely hope you pull through this and we are here for you every single step of the way. Don't give up.

Ash, thanks for letting us know, hope you're okay.
Aimee

Tig · 21-03-2012, 03:48 PM

Thinking of you Alex.x

Zombie.. · 21-03-2012, 04:03 PM

Thinking about you

Auragrace · 21-03-2012, 09:36 PM

Alex get well soon! No one deserves this. Please fight and pull through this.

high.hopes · 21-03-2012, 10:35 PM

Thinking of you Alex... Please keep fighting! <3

bleeding black · 21-03-2012, 10:52 PM

I'm still on Alex's iPad. Alex is out of critical care and in the cardiac unit. He is stable now. And is on the mend. Thanks everyone for the replies, words of care and encouragement.

Shelbi · 21-03-2012, 10:55 PM

Aww :( That's terrible. I pray he gets better

Ballerina123 · 21-03-2012, 11:35 PM

Sending healing vibes.

Cbear · 22-03-2012, 07:21 AM

Omg just realized I accidentally wrote she. Woops. I'm glad HE is getting better and I hope he continues to improve

bleeding black · 22-03-2012, 08:08 AM

*update*

Thanks everyone, I'm sure Alex appreciates all the Well wishes. He is set to be coming back to the hospital tomorrow most likely. The Drs just want to make sure he stays stable. From the semi-coherent texts I have received today (from the overdose and the psychosis) he may have problems with his heart. He is also quite distressed at being under such close observation and thinks the Drs are doing experiments on him. He's doing it tough. Plus he isn't allowed his medication for a little while after the overdose.
Thanks again everyone.

[Luna] · 22-03-2012, 09:16 AM

Poor Alex, he really is going through hell!
I am praying for him and sending him healing vibes. I really hope his mental state starts to improve soon because he sounds like he is in a terrifying place constantly and he doesn't deserve it.

Much love to him and you
Emma xxxx

Buttons. · 22-03-2012, 09:20 AM

Hope you get better soon.

Duck · 22-03-2012, 10:14 AM

I'm glad to hear Alex is doing better physically, but sorry he is having such a tough time. Holding you in the Light.

Ashton, thanks very much for updating us, please look after yourself too.

rara avis · 23-03-2012, 08:38 AM

Thank you everyone. It's so nice to come back and see all the messages. Much appreciated, thank you.
I'm on 15 minute obs at the moment, not allowed off the unit and getting my heart rate checked a lot. I may have a problem with my heart, I'm seeing a specialist about it. They said my not eating makes it worse. I don't trust them, they are just Sybots posing as means to experiment on me. I kept trying to pull the drips/IVs out because they were making me dizzy, disoriented and confused. They wouldn't let me go to the bathroom, they held me down and the inevitable happened. The Spybots are horrible torturers. I still failed my mission and don't see much point carrying on like this. I feel like I have no power at all.