I kept my mouth shut for too long
All this time you got me wrong
Now we're in this way too far
I'm about to break your heart
Tear everything we had apart
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
She spends her night with a bottle of rum thats half gone
Shedding her tears to goodbye songs
You can ask her whats wrong, her? she'll just smile
walk in the next room & keep a low profile
She doesn't care about the fastest way to get paid
Nobody tells her what to do except the switchblade
One cut here nobody'll notice
til she loses so much blood her eyes cant focus
It's hopeless to tell her things will get better
when she gets otherwise from the weather
cause everytime she's looking out the window its black in the midst
& she can only see the tracks on her wrist
She figures being alone is not that bad
If you ever had the childhood that she once had
She talks about her dad in the form of a question
like "Was he drunk when he didn't wear protection?"
She said the world is so pretty when she closes her eyes
Her friends tell her that they love but she knows its a lie
cause everytime she cries out...they float in the sky
& she feels let down, so she chokes & she cries
& she hopes that she dies, engulfed in her own pain
on these days, the black midst changes to rain
it represents her tears, she thinks shes insane
cause it snows outside when she trips on cocaine
her mother wont talk to her, all she does it cry
the resr of her family wont even look her in the eye
why try? why lie to her face? & tell her that you care
she gave up trying to escape, cause pain is everywhere
with that being said, she lays in her bed
if you tell her get a life, she'll say shes already dead
& she's not that far from it
She's on a tightrope & she's about to plummet, & its a long way down...
She's getting colder every second that I hold her
& I'm trying to console her let her know that it aint over
but its hard...because shes breaking at the shoulders
all the pressure & depression is beginning to control her
but I never let her go, I never let her fall
I never let her break, I never let her crawl
I always let her know, she deserves to stand tall
Shes nothing short of a champion, she's been through it all
& if she ever needs me, all she does is call
& I'll be her support, her foundation & her walls
She told me all she wants is to able to feel
When she bleeds from her wrist, to be able to heal
& thats when I tell her one time
Sooner or later you'll be looking at the sunshine
They tell me love is the movement, I hope that it is
cause if it isn't then she's running out of reasons to live
She's upset
Bad day
Heads for the dresser drawer to
drive her pain away
Nothing good can come of this.
She opens it theres nothing there
is only left over tears
"Mom and dad had no right" she screams
as the anger runs down both of her cheeks.
Then she closed her eyes
and found relief in a knife
the blood flows as she cries
She wants to be found
The only way out is through everything she's running from
Wants to give up and lie down
So stand in the rain, stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
Stand through the pain, you won't drown
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
Kneel...
In silence...
Alone...
My spirit bares me...
Pray...
For guidance...
Towards home...
Kneel... (dream within dream we travel)
In silence... (empires of faith unravel)
Alone... (sealed with our virtues' treasures)
Kingdoms falling...
Down... (who's hand commands this thunder)
In silence... (cry as we're torn asunder)
Alone... (unto what gods do i call?)
Protect us in our...
Fall...
Away...
My soul wandered... borne by grace...
I flew on high...
Sheltered...
From this thunder...
Calling heaven.
Take me away from time and season,
Far far away we'll sing with reason,
Prepare a throne of stars above me,
As the world once known will leave me.
Take me away upon a plateau,
Far far away from fears and shadow,
Strengthen my heart in times of sorrow,
Light the way to bright tomorrows.
Answer our call in desperate hours,
Shelter our fall from earthly powers,
Temper our souls with flame and furnace,
Bear us toward a noble purpose.
Heaven hides nothing in it's measure,
Mortal men blinded by false treasure,
Formless and vanquished we shall travel,
Shield and sword will guide our battle.
Take me away from time and season,
Far far away we'll sing with reason,
Prepare a throne of stars above me,
As the world once known will leave me.
Take me away upon a plateau,
Far far away from fears and shadow,
Strengthen my heart in times of sorrow,
Light the way to bright tomorrows.
Heaven hides nothing in it's measure,
Mortal men blinded by false treasure,
Formless and vanquished we shall travel,
Shield and faith will guide our battle.
Salvation comes in desperate hours,
Angels on high proclaim these powers,
Lead us from chaos we shall follow,
Bear us to a bright tomorrow
Uninstall, Uninstall
If there is noone left to replace me,
then I will take that everyday life and...
Uninstall Uninstall
It makes me want to end everything with these hands
I wanna be somewhere so far away
To lie under the night at the end of another good day
I can't tell you how long we'll be gone
But as long as we're together then forever's never too
Where forever is never too long
Not with you right here by me
Maybe, maybe we'll just see
Where this road will lead for us
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
And Im Just Lightin Up My,La [x22]
Yea ,Yea ,Yea, 1, 7 Cash Money, Young Money
[Verse 1:]
Born In New Orleans
Raised In New Orleans
I Will 4eva Remain Faithful New Orleans
I Thank U New Orleans
Thank U Holygrove
Thats Been My Hood Since A Snotty Nose
I Come Trough The Hood Suicidle Doors
I Use 2 Come Through The Hood On The Handle Bars
Gat In My Draws
Money In My Pocket
Crack In My Jaws
I Hope It Dont Desolve N U Kno Im Duckin 5 0 And My Moms
Young And Quick 2 Go Off Like Car Alarms
Now The Youngin Keep His Mind On The Parmesan
Them Otha Niggas Aint Eatin Like A Romadon
Spit The **** That Make Ya Fell It In Yo Cromosomes
Got My The Money Put My Whole Damn Corner On
Young Carter Part 3 Im The Corner Store
Eagle Street Keep It Goin Til Homasome
''Reality is wrong. Dreams are for real.''
Tupac Amaru Shakira.
Just freak out, let it go
I'm gonna live my life
I can't ever run and hide
I won't compromise
Cause I'll never know
I'm gonna close my eyes
I can't watch the time go by
I won't keep it inside
Freak out, let it go
Just freak out, let it go
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
I know I've got a face in me
Points out all my mistakes to me
You've got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia's probably worse
I don't know what set me off first but I know what I can't stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can but
Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)
So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too
Right inside your skin
Isn’t it funny how day by day nothing changes but when you look back, everything is different…
you once called your brain a hard drive, well say hello to the virus.
Let me apologise to begin with
Let me apologise for what I'm about to say
But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between
