I'm sorry to hear it made you feel worse, is there something you talked about that triggered these feelings more?
I care. I'm always here to listen, if you want to talk you can PM me anytime <3
x Katie x
I know it feels like that; believe me I understand. It can end though <3
Did you discuss how she thinks you could be making more effort to get better? Or why she thinks you're not making the effort?
x Katie x
I Hear what you are saying about it's the voices saying that the therapist is bad that are dangerous. (there are no real voices thankfully). I think what's really bad is my head, that the enemy is trying to get inside my head, and to get him out I have to leave my therapist and doctor and maybe come off my meds. Otherwise I'm doomed. I might already be. I'm not sure. I might be in too deep. But I gotta get out and get away from "helpers". It's killing me. If I could explain it all you'd understand.
Mum24 - None of those things are going to help you right now, they're likely to make things a hell of a lot worse. Please, please try to talk to your therapist? Can you explain it to us? PM if you prefer? Please? *hugs*
thanks Katie, you're so sweet :) I'm feeling a little better now, I self harmed a while ago, and I know this won't last long, but it made me feel less desperate. I still feel miserable, but at least I have it under control.
Aww katie honey- Hugs. I'm always here for a PM as well you know. Your never alone in this.
I'm not great- but realising that I am just going to have to do what I can to keep my head above water... quite literally :(
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
Between now and then sweetie- I would try your hardest to write some things down. Maybe find a notepad and when your not confused, or even when you are- you could just write a few things down. It might help you on friday?
I'm sorry your struggling hun. Were not forcing you. Just want you to know were here for you. xx
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
*hugs all*
Roli - I'm glad you're keeping your head above water...we're here for you too.
Mum24 - You're not useless. It's okay to struggle. Please, keep talking to us.
I'm trying to remember I'm not alone, but I'm finding it so difficult. I am scared about tomorrow and really wondering whether it's worth talking to my CPN =/
Katie- I strongly and supportively recommend talking to your CPN tomorrow. I think it will help. You are not alone. You really aren't.
Maybe write it down? It might make it easier to get out. Don't be scared. It will be hard- but worth it in the end.
Thank you for your kind words. I really hate bothering people.
Hugs tight. xx
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
You isn't bothering us Roli - it's what we're all here for <3
I am gonna try...I'll print off my other post I think and maybe show him...not sure but I can decide tomorrow.
I hope you can bring yourself to tell him hun. *Gives you all the strength I have left*
Let us know how it goes honey. Will be thinking of you.
Night all, Stay safe. xx
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
@pilgrim, No i dont have anyone to talk to, im supposed to be "better" :( i shouldnt even really be on this site :,(
today give a stranger one of your smiles. it might be the only sunshine they see all day
if only his mind where as easy to fix as his body. we are all born MAD some remain so
Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
