I can’t eat anything
Without shoving my hands down my throat
And I refuse to meet the world without smearing on makeup
With my hair blinding my eyes
Oh, blinding my eyes
I can’t remember the last time I’ve seen my own eyes
Or the color of my skin
Do you know what it’s like to feel ugly all the time?
I stretch myself across the world Pushing my limits
For your entertainment and
You had the nerve
To call out my weaknesses and
drag me through the dirt
I can’t remember the last time I’ve seen my own eyes
Or the color of my skin Do you know what it’s like to feel ugly all the time?
Ooh I’m staring in the mirror
Looking back at the person I hate
Ooh I’m staring in the mirror
Looking back at the person I hate
Ooh I’m staring in the mirror
Looking back at the person I hate
Ooh I’m staring in the mirror
Looking back at the person I hate
I cant remember the last time ive seen my own eyes(eyes)
Or the color of my skin Do you know what its like
I cant remember the last time
I've seen my own eyes
Or the color of my skin do you know
what its like too feel ugly all the time!
Ooh
Ooh
The color of my skin Do you know what its like to feel ugly all the......
Fill these spaces up with days
In my room
You can go, you can stay
I can't sleep,
I can't speak to you
I can't sleep
Now these years locked in my drawer
I'll open to see just to be sure
I can't sleep,
I can't speak to you
I can't sleep
And so I'm reaching out for the one
And so I've learned the meaning of the sun
And all this like a message comes to shift my point of view And watching it pull my own light as it tips a shade of you
Hold my wine hold it in No body's lost
But no body wins
And I can't sleep
I can't speak to you
I can't sleep
And so I'm reaching out for the one
And so I've learned the meaning of the sun And all this like a message to shift my point of view
I'm watching through my own light as it turns the shade of you
I can't sleep
I can't speak to you
I can't sleep I can't speak to you
I can't sleep
I can't speak to you I can't sleep
I can't speak to you
I can't sleep
I can't speak to you I can't sleep
I can't speak to you
It's not your time and even if it was oh I wouldn't let you go. You can run run run but I will follow close, so when you say that's it that's all, i'll be waiting there with open arms to break your fall I know that you think that you're on your own but just know that I'm here and I'll lead you home if you let me. She said forget me but I can't.
i should know who i am by now,
i walk, the record stands somehow
thinkin' of winter your name is the splinter inside me
while i wait ...
and i remember the sound,
of your november downtown
and i remember the truth,
a warm december with you
but i dont have to make this mistake
and i dont have to stay this way
if only i would wake
the walk has all been cleared by now your voice is all i hear somehow
callin out winter, your voice is the splinter inside me
while i wait...
and i remember the sound
of your november downtown
and i remember the truth
a warm december with you
but i dont have to make this mistakea
nd i dont have to stay this way
if only i would wake
i could've lost myself in rough blue waters in your eyes and i miss you still
and i remember the sound
of your november downtown
and i remember the truth
a warm december with you
but i dont have to make this mistake
and i dont have to stay this way
if only i would wake
Joshua Radin - Winter
(most notably from Scrubs "My Screwup")
Last edited by Stress Free Anxiety : 13-06-2008 at 03:57 AM.
Reason: spacing was weird
Scattered shadows on a wall, you watch the long light fall
Some impressions stay and some will fade
Tattered shoes outside your door, clothes all on the floor
Your life feels like the morning after all year long.
Every day it starts again
You cannot say if you're happy
You keep trying to be
Try harder, maybe this is not your year.
Movies, TV screens reflect just what you expected
There's a world of shiny people somewhere else
Out there following their bliss
living easy, getting kissed
while you wonder what else you're doing wrong
Breathe through it, write a list of desires
Make a toast, make a wish, slash some tires
Paint a heart repeating, beating "don't give up, don't give up, don't give up."
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.’ – Oscar Wilde
‘It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.’ Sydney Carter
annies tired of forgetting about today and always planning for tomorrow
tomorrow and she said
the saddest day i came across is when i learned that life goes on without me
without me and she said
If everyone has someone else, then i hant got nobodys love to save me
to save me and she said
I think il pass away tonight it seems il never get it right
Its just me. Its just reality.
And when it rains,
On this side of town it touches, everything.
Just say it again and mean it.
We don't miss a thing.
Does anybody know how I feel?
Sometimes I'm numb, sometimes I'm overcome
Does anybody care what's going on?
Do I have to wear my scars like a badge on my arm
For you to see me, I need release
Do I have to scream for you to hear me?
Do I have to bleed for you to see me?
'Cause I grieve, you're not listening to me
Do I need to scream?
She wraps her tragic moments
Tightly around her neck
& She hangs herself with them
As I try to disconnect
Cause she wants to choke on her life again
Breathing it in like a deadly poison
She cries cause she's lost
& she doesn't even know what she wants
Her eyes grow cold
As she begs the world to just let her go
But I won't let go
She lives & breathes in a world
That brought her to her knees
& now I'm addicted to her
Cause that girl is just like me
& I'm gonna choke on her life again
I'm breathing it in like a deadly poison
I just want to get through to her
Before her last breath
She cries cause she's lost
& she doesn't even know what she wants
Her eyes grow cold
As she begs the world to just let her go
She cries cause she's lost
& she doesn't even know whats he wants
& she hides all alone
inside the pain that she wont let go
watching her life pass her by
watching it all through her watery eyes
but I'll be chasing dragonflies
from her darkest skies
until the day she dies
'All this for a damn princess'
♥ Drella, YellowLemon, ChloeBean
Glittertrashdoll, Blind at heart, Mercipourlevenin, Silent_Screams, Laurawr ♥
Well it's not fair
It's not even close
You tied me down
Where I'm forced to watch as you poke holes
In every part of me
Containing something secretly
Something sacred to me
Well I lied my face off
When I said that I would be okay
It's never fine when you go away
These cuts run deep these scars are permanent
And always on display
This makes things difficult for me
Well It's not fair
It's not even close
You fed me the sun
Burned me up inside and watched me choke
On everything we did
On everything we lived
Let's see if I can live again
Well I lied my face off
When I said that I would be okay
It's never fine when you go away
These cuts run deep these scars are permanent
And always on display
This makes things difficult for me
And like an empty sterile room somehow I made a mess
Like watching newborn babies crack from work related stress
And like an empty sterile room somehow I made a mess
Like watching newborn babies crack from work related stress
I'm bad luck
Can't ****
Got no reflection today
Maybe I'll stay down next time I get hit by a train
By a train
Well I lied my face off
When I said that I would be okay
It's never fine when you go away
I'm like a Bat Out of Hell, being pulled by Black Stallions.
Waiting for Metallica to make another Black Album.
Created a stone age cage, I'm fenced in.
Watching doves cry in this purple rain that I'm drenched in.
A little angel fell into my arms at the 7th of december 2010
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Something brought you to my mind today
I thought about the funny ways you make me laugh
And yet I feel like it's okay to cry with you
Something about just being with you
When I leave I feel like I've been near God
And that's the way it ought to be
'Cause you've been more than a friend to me
You fight off my enemies
'Cause you have spoken the truth over my life
And you'll never know what it means to me
Just to know you've been on your knees for me
Oh, you have blessed my life
More than you'll ever know, yeah, yeah, yeah
More than you'll ever know, yeah, yeah, yeah
You had faith when I had none
You prayed God would bring me a brand new song
When I didn't think I could find the strength to sing
And all the while I'm hoping that I'll
Do the kind of praying for you that you've done for me
And that's the way it ought to be
You have carried me
You have taken upon a burden that wasn't your own
And may the blessing return to you
A hundredfold, oh yeah
A hundredfold, oh yeah
