We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
Look! It's okay for you, you're a frigging stick insect! I hate that I can see your bones and your flat stomach, I hate that I'm such a huge blob and yet you still won't let it go!!
Let us go then you and I, when the evening is spread out against the sky, like a patient etherized upon a table
- T.S. Elliot
I fucking hate what your doing to me. You think ur gonna fucking get me back.. I dont think so. I'm in love with another guy and I want to marry him not you. Please just fuck off and leave me alone. How dare u bring up what u mentioned tonight. I swear u do these things to get a rise out of me. Just leave me alone!!!!!!!
You wont be there at my wedding,
you wont see my beautiful babies,
you wont get to see how having you in my life touvhed me in a way i cant explain possible
i will always love you
i hope your watching over me from up there
love your poppet
It's killing me too
It's so wrong not to be with you
It's getting harder to stay awake It's killing me too
It stops my heart just to be with you
So listen cause you are the only one who cares to hear
So, am I not good enough to actually date? You'll hold hands with me and hug me and all of this other crap, but you won't date me? Thanks. That makes me feel great.
I will never be enough to do and achieve all the things expected of me. The hard thing is, I dont really want to live, dont want to do anything accept sit. But its not the way the world works, and my head can't process it.
"If only everyone could know and live with their inner craziness…people would be fairer and happier." Paulo Coelho
I feel so miserable. I just want to go home. I miss everyone so much.
But I know I probably wouldn't feel any better. 40% of the time I'm suppressing the feelings, pushing them down, the rest of the time I'm just miserable. Happiness is so rare.
I feel terrible. I do like you, but i know i shouldn't. i'm soooooo sorry - i was hoping to say "hi" and that you would be happy, but it seems you're not, and that you don't seem to care for me, as i do for you. i wish the ground would swallow me up, i feel so pathetic and stupid. i never speak up when i need to, and now when i finally do, i ruin everything. i guess i'll just hide in shame from now on...
Right now I am petrified beyond all belief because I know that I going to have start letting go, of everything or I'll be stuck. Why would you want to let go if the only people you have really trusted have hurt you?
I need you to know that I love you, and what you did really scared me. Yeah it was vitamins, you were nowhere near losing your life (unless you lied) but it was still scary. I wanted to cry, I wanted to scream, I wanted to run and hug you, but I'm heartless and you're too far away.
I - I love you. I love you.
I. Love. You.
There. I said it. But will you listen? No.
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