thank u lizzie im gona try it today trying to write literature reviews and an assignment on motor performance and learning ive got about 10000 words to write by may16th and its stressing me out.....
lizzie u can pass these exams i believe in u one day at a time work for it.. keep wat u want to do in mind as a big shiny light it might help... have u thought about a B route that if for some reason or another they dont let u back wat u cud do.. HOWEVER I BELIEVE U CAN DO IT
You can and will pass your exams Lizzie!
Just take it one day at a time hunny and you will get there.
xx
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
**** **** ****, im sat in a frickin bungalow full of boys playing poker quietly, and i NEED to purge, **** **** **** how can i do it when they are that close? baaaaaaaah how do i think im going to fit into that dress? and my god those clothes i had ****
A thousand mile journey starts with the first step
Join Date: Oct 2009
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New *possible* relationship has is coming and its sending my emotions AWOL. Finding it really hard to control myself and not to come across as neurotic/emotional/needy like I usually do.
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Does anyone get pissed off when mental health professionals suddenly decide to attribute everything ever to BPD? Ever since getting this diagnosis a few months ago my CPN keeps attributing my long standing and chronically recurring depression to BPD refusing to accept the very likely possibility that it is a separate entity altogether. I do not fit into the classic borderline category at all and it's almost if they've bent the criteria to make me fit the diagnosis :/
Another thing is the persistent psychosis I have, she keeps insisting that it is transient and stress related, despite me having heard them talking to me now for the best part of 2 years and they are far from transient I hear them all day long every day. Regardless of how much distress I am in, at the moment I am very calm and not exhibiting any signs or feelings of distress yet they're still here with me talking about BT broadcasting control against people. Another thing she insists that I have is unstable interpersonal relationships despite being with my partner for over 2 years now, and the fact that I very rarely show any signs of anger or frustration towards other people. I don't feel the need to self harm and haven't done since I was last in hospital a several months ago, and I haven't felt suicidal since then either. The thing that was causing me to self harm and feel suicidal at the time was an entity which I know recognise as a auditory hallucination telling me to do those things because it'd save everyone else from dying. Yet my CPN continues to ignore everything and insisting on moving the goalposts in order to make me fit the diagnosis.
In a way it feels as though she has come up with the diagnosis in her head and she is now trying to force me to fit it. I am thinking of asking to re-do the SCID assessment, and I think it will fully vindicate that I do not have it. However she is reluctant to do it again. The last time we did it I was acutely unwell in hospital thus I don't it was fair to try and make a diagnosis when I wasn't even fully aware of what I was saying.
Some men aren't looking for anything logical, like money.
They can't be bought, bullied, reasoned or negotiated with.
Some men just want to watch the world burn.
^ you need to tell her how you feel and you think the diagnosis is wrong as you don't fit it!
Sorry i've not been around guys, my laptop is in for repair at the mo.
hope your all ok!
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
I'm moving house tomorrow, then have the crisis team coming over on monday. I really want to be dead, but they will stop me going through with my plan.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
Hi Oliver...I really hope the move goes well tomorrow and that the crisis team can keep you safe. Although its hard, try and be honest with them
Take care hun xx
I'm back to uni tomorrow. Haven't packed. Don't know where to start.
Oliver, I hope everything with the move goes OK. I know it's hard with the crisis team, but they are there with your best interests at heart. Hope you're ok.
"Keep your heart open to dreams. For as long as there's a dream, there is hope, and as long as there is hope, there is joy in living."
Thanks Lizzie, I hope the packing goes ok, its hard to know where to start sometimes.
I'm glad you have something to look forward to Rowie.
I'm packed and my parents are here to help me move. I know the crisis team are there to help, its just I keep failing at my plan and I really really want to complete it. does that sound bad of me, I just dont want to fail at it.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
