*listens to Fight Song while she does double back flips on the bouncy castle*
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
It was kind of weird. I hate my story to begin with, and telling people about it is just hard. It's really kind of awkward in all. He gave me new meds and wants to see me back next week.
I just don't know right now. I'm so worn out.
"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place." - Anon
"When you come to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on. " - FDR
-hugs-
today can go fall infront of a truck to be perfectly honest.
is it right that, whilst i'm happy for my boyfriend because he's gotten an interview with some company, im always rather annoyed and depressed because no-one seems to want me to work for them.
and i think i might have BPD but im too scared to go to the doctors incase they say im making it up or that i dont have it and that what i'm feeling it totally normal. because it's not. really really really its not
I'm so tired. I now have medication to sleep. I'm sleeping through the night, and I'm not having nightmares. However, I'm totally exhausted all day long. I can't cope like this. Oh yeah and cutting sounds really appealing tonight...
"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place." - Anon
"When you come to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on. " - FDR
*Hugs shieldworld* Sorry things are so bad for you right now. I think you should go to the doctors, I know it can be scarey but there are doctors out there that will take you serious. So if one doesn't take you serious keep trying until someone does. You deserve to get support with this, so reach out and let yourself get help. Feel free to PM me if you ever need someone to talk to.
*Hugs rustedchains* Thats strange if you have been given medication to help you sleep that you are still feeling exhausted. Maybe this is something worthwhile mentioning to your doctor. I hope you managed to make it through without cutting, take care and I am only a PM away if you ever need someone to talk to.
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
Cheers crazykat. It's just it irritates me because everythings just started to go well and then this whole thing with the BPD comes into play. I'm not even sure if I have it to be honest. It just, the description of it sounded like me so much.
Ahahaha, todays been weird too. Always tired, and the heatings broke.
*Hugs shieldworld* Well by going to the doctor you can get more of an idea of what is going on then have some support as well. Sucks about your heating *sends blankets over*
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
:) my dads 'getting a friend to fix it' even though we're with british gas. aha my history's making me stressy and its bonfire night and fantas not coming out and i hate this aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
*Hugs* Well I hope it gets fixed soon and try not to stress too much about your histoy's even tho I should take my own advice and stop stressing about this exam tomorrow...lol
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
I got an E in my essay >.< I can't cope with this.
However I got a B in my D1 exam, which I'm rather proud of. Just feel abit stupid cause the questions were simple and the mistakes I made were stupid.
I asked my form tutor if she could organise a meeting with my history tutors about the work I get and to see if I can get any help with my work.
I told her that when I get stressed I freak out but I don't feel comfortable telling her thats it's beginning to trigger me again.
I like my three months!
Crazykat, how'd you think you did? (}) I bet you aced it.
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