Hope you're ok sammi. I've seen you around and I was really pleased to see the positivity you were showing in your earlier post.
Keep fighting; you can beat this.
Sammie has told me to update you all on what's happening as she can't get internet access on her phone since she's in hospital. But I'm sure she will update when she's out of hospital.
She is currently having millions of tests, and having loads of drips and medication to keep her in a healthy. She currently has permanently damaged kidneys and bladder, as her body was shutting down (related to refeeding syndrome). Also, she currently she has an infection because her immune system is crap, so feeling extra poorly.
But she's probably in the best place right now to be taken care of.
Please give her love and support, she'd appreciate it a lot. :)
Love you Sam, you can fight this bitch!
"Before you diagnose yourself with depression or low self esteem, first make sure you are not, in fact, just surrounded by assholes." - W. Gibson.
You can do this sweetheart.
Let them take care of you, then when these physical problems settle down, you can take care of you - ie therapy...
Hope you understand what i meant there. I know it's very hard at that stage to comprehend or even think clearly
Thinking of you Sammi, I'm so so sorry to hear that you've been so poorly. Just keep fighting hun, I still absolutely believe that you're strong enough to beat this. I really hope they find a way to help you to feel physically better soon so that you have the strength to continue to fight for your recovery. It's awful to be told that your organs may have suffered some damage but you can still fight, you make changes and you learn how to manage it and you keep moving forward and things do get better.
Sending you love and hugs, stay positive and be gentle with yourself,
RBT x
I give myself very good advice
But I very seldom follow it
Could explain the trouble that I'm always in...
I'm so sorry to hear that you're so unwell physically Sammie, I hope that people looking after you can get you feeling a bit better soon. You're doing so well, I can appreciate how this must be really testing you but you're stronger, you can do this, you can get through this and recover. Take gentle care of yourself, and allow others to take gentle care of you too.
Thanks so much for the updates InstantDeath.It really is much appreciated.i hope your trying to look after yourself too.
im sorry ive only just read the update on this Sammi.
Keep fighting sweetheart.i am so sorry youve ended up in the General again but it probably really is the best place for you right now sweetheart.
Like Fragile said i really believe you want to get better right now too and you can do this sweetheart.We are all behind you.You can and you will.Please let others take care of you and try and take care of yourself too.
i love you [as do many others here] very much.Keep fighting sweetheart.
xx xx
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i do not always manage to be around but i wish you all the very best - love and luck to you all!
Hi Sammy I've never posted on your thread before but I am really glad your taking a new approach even though it had to shock you in such a harsh way. I'm sad that you are physically unwell and I really hope you get better soon. It's good your getting the help you need and I hope you continue to use it in the best possible way. Good luck with everything and hope to hear a positive update soon. *hugs*. Clare
Hi,
I saw Sammi today. She says she's feeling quite a lot better today. She's going back to Cotswold House later and she is still determined to get better although it's obviously still very difficult for her to eat.
Not sure what else to say really except that she's an absolute sweetheart and deserves every bit of support everyone is giving here.
xxx
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Always seem to get things just that little bit wrong.
"don't wish, don't start, wishing only wounds the heart"