Sending lots of love and cuddles to you, lovely Jodie. I do so much hope this will do you only good. Keep fighting, beautiful, you're doing the right thing...xx
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
Sending you some more love <3
Glad that you're getting the help you need; mentally and with the housing situation - I really hope that they're able to help you get better.
Wishing you all the best.
xxx
Some Things There Are No Words For, Only Shoulders To Lean On. Hands To Hold On To. And Hugs To Comfort You, As Best They Can.
Buttons - you make me proud.
MeaCulpa - It will never be your fault.
Everyone - Whatever you need to hear.
Jodie is still on the ward, she's feeling suicidal still though, and they are considering discharging her to the ED ward nearby if she doesn't eat soon. :(
She is trying her hardest to be honest with them though, which I think is very brave of her to do.
Her nurse is quite good too, and has said that she thinks it's best Jodie stays in there at least for her med change, as there is some debate as to whether they should discharge her back home but there is a lot of trouble surrounding that decision ie; support for Jodie and how her mindset is right now I honestly think she will try to take her life again.
She's feeling quite anxious and distressed right now so I think support/love would really do her some good.
Jodie love, I wish I could come cheer you up the way you did for me when I was in pine lodge. I still remember you and Katy arriving with painted faces and them not wanting to let you go. You're such a kind sweet giving girl, and you deserve to be happy, not to be put through this crap. You've got all the time you need to work though this, so use it the best you can. Hugs, Zoe.
I'm glad you're in a place where you can get the help you deserve. Keep on being honest with them and let them help you. Stay strong, we're thinking of you.
I hope things turn out well. Times are tough for all and we must struggle to get through, but its time like this that the smallest of message can have the biggest effect.
I hope things go well for you. I'm sure things will turn out better. It's always darkest before the dawn.
Ah, I remember reading that you should be discharged today somewhere :)
Hope that everything goes smoothly. Take care of yourself, we'll be here whenever you need us.
Thank you so much for all your support and good wishes. I appreciate it so much. And thank you to Sarah and Katy for playing PAs to meand passing messages, hehe.
I will update when I'm in my new place. Still suicidal, but not actively so if that makes any sense at all. I've become trapped in the systems flaws at the moment so I"m actually getting zero support despite having just been discharged. Meh.
