she doesn't. u said, more than once, u want to live. you're gonna get over this bitch of an eating disorder. I don't have anything intelligent to say at minute apart from you're worth more than this.
love ya x
I haven't got an ED but I wanted to come over to this thread as I read a bit the other day to say that it's great you're getting admitted and to just offer some support really.
So yeah *massive hugs* and plllleaaaaseee try and resist purging cos we all love you xxxx
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"John, being brave is going where no man has gone before and with Lizzy Stark, that is NOT what you'll be doing!" - Aunt Polly.
“I told him I was going to betray you, and betray Lyra, and he believed me because I was corrupt and full of wickedness; he looked so deep I felt sure he'd see the truth. But I lied too well. I was lying with every nerve and fiber and everything I'd ever done...I wanted him to find no good in me, and he didn't. There is none.”
oh sarah and helen, I love you both to bits. I'm so sorry you're both struggling and I haven't been around to support you.
I'm thinking of you both and praying for you.
xxxx
best of luck hun hope all goes well, thinking of you and sarah.
Ino you don't know me but i'm so god damn proud of you girly.
YOU CAN DO THIS, YOU ARE WORTH MORE.
keep fighting there will be some rough days but there will be more great days ahead. Let us know how you are geting on
<3
Good luck on your admission, and like others have said, there will be tough days ahead, but you will have support through these tough times and it's imperative you access and utilise the staff as well as others. Iknowthat when i went IP i felt like all my control was stripped from me and i was being dictated to all the time. Now, in hindsight, i realise that the control had been taken away from my ED and the staff were slowly building up my strength and ability to take back the control of my life without the ED. So, as hard as it may seem to have a lack of control over things for a bit, it's improtant to remember it's not you thats lost control, just the ED. You are infact regaining control, your health, a life!
She's purged again today...
We're gonna attempt to go & get something to drink(non alcoholic) if we feel up to it, but otherwise, tonight is gonna be a very chilled out night for us both =)
I'll keep getting her to drink water at least... and will try to get her to keep something down...
I hope you're both ok and having a nice time together - try to relax, both of you. Helen you are so lucky to have Sarah looking after you, Sarah (echoing others) remember to look after yourself too (easier said than done i know!)
Enjoy each other and try to be safe for each other if u can't do it for yourselves.
I am, I'm just more worried about my baby & want to look after her as much as I possibly can, & beyond that.
She's lying down at the moment, she said she's kept something down & I'm hoping she has,... even if it's just a piece of something... & of course, fluids.
Helen.... i love you hunnie, you dont need to die, you need to live...and as much as its really hard to not purge you need whatever food you have eaten to stay in you. Helen, you've come so far with going to that assessment.... their going to help you hunnie cos you really do need it and you really are worth it. Please keep trying- i believe in you. <3
Sarah, we used to talk awhile back via IM when i first started posting in this forum. I think your love and support for helen is amazing please look after yourself to ok.
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