Thanks for believing in me :) i think your the only one that does
Its just I cant stop being happy and i odnt know how to handle it. this is soo pathetic i shouldnt be triggered so much for being happy! *runs away and cries*
♥ If you don't like how things are, change it. You are not a tree! ♥
Being happy is scary... at least it is for me. It's such a foreign emotion... I've been triggered by being happy before... and you are super strong, so if people don't believe in you then they are dumb!
Happiness is so scary, i want to go bk to everything being messed up n not going my way i was used to that now im really scared everything is going right n i cant handle it, im so stupid!
Thing is, i dont believe in my self that much, i have very little confidence.
Anyway enough about me. you ok?
♥ If you don't like how things are, change it. You are not a tree! ♥
I'll survive, I think. I'm glad things are going good, even if it's causing such awful repercussions... I wish I could help, love. *hugs* I believe in you, I know I don't mean that much, but I do believe in you. You can beat this. You are not stupid... you really aren't... You'll get used to be happy, just like you got used to everything be messed up... you'll be okay, and if you ever need to talk I got your back, alright? *hugs*
Shellie...you're not pathetic. When you're so used to being unhappy, happiness can be really terrifying. I think, at least for me, it's partly cause I'm always afraid of when the happiness ends. The fall hurts a lot worse when you come from doing so well. But I believe in you. You deserve all the happiness in the world. And once you realize that, being happy will become a lot easier and feel much more natural.
Until then, we're all here for you to cling to.
