So last night you said you thought about leaving me for the job in Bristol no questions asked but stayed because I'd been making a huge effort with my uni work and not breaking my promise to you.
I wonder what you are going to do when you find out I've not done nearly half the work I said I have and I'm probably going to fail (again!)
If u want the Rainbow,u gotta put up with the Rain
Join Date: Mar 2005
Location: London
I am currently:
Dad...I still cannot get my head around the fact that you died. I dont think I ever ever will be able to accept that as the truth. I so wish you were here, Im trying to do my best by you, but right now I just dont know what to do to make things right. I so wish you were here, I miss you so very much. Please come back Dad. Please.
Mom, would you give up on me if i went back to how i was?
You say you'd never give up but everyone has their breaking point.
I'm sorry that i can't always come to you.
I don't think you are doing your very best by Mel..but that is partly my fault..You have always had to watch me and set boundaries and lay down firm rules even when i was intent on breaking them but you are too relaxed with Mel and i don't want you to be i want you and need you to firm up because i worry about her so so much the way i worry about you...she isn't even 18 yet and when she is she still wont be all that mature minded and you know she's not street-wise.
I'm bi and really depressed about it. My parents are both really homophobic and I don't know what to do it really makes me want to cry message me helpplease
I wish these disorders would leave me.I wish I wasn't controled by food,scales,numbers.
I wish I wasn't so damn depressed and angry all the time.
I wish I had a boyfriend,a normal life.
I wish I didn't cry all the time and I wish I wouldn't wish a blade right now.
You can buy me with a coffee,I'm so cheap. Got bitten fingernails&a head full of past;Got a broken heart&your name on my cast.
&&I wanted her to tell me that she will never wake me.