Take me away, I just want out from this self-imprisoned self-made Hell. Don't be surprsed, this is your mind coming to life by self-sacrifice. This tragedy of death will walk hand in hand with every thought of regret. Blame yourself for what you've become. The mind is a powerful thing set to self-destruct.
~I, Dementia - Whitechapel~
Roiben I feel your pain. I feel it too, but suicide is not the release that you seek. Hang on and find another way. There is another way. And tell someone your feelings please. Hug
I don't know if wanting to die is the same thing as being suicidal. I will never follow through on killing myself. I just can't do that to my parents and brother. but I genuinely wish I was dead. I wish I could die and it wouldn't have any affect on the people around me. that's the only thing keeping me here, really. i can't hurt other people.
~ Megan
"Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger."
What are you scared of Katie? Huggles. I feel your pain.
Givemethismoment. I felt the exact same way yesterday. I know how that feels. It's a very painful place to be. I'm sorry you feel that way. Are you talking about it to someone?
givemethismoment - I know how much being in that place sucks; but it's a good thing that that is keeping you here. Even if you feel like you can't live for yourself right now; live for the people who care about you.
Mum24 - Myself, mainly. How're you feeling today honey?
Hate feeling this way yet... I often want to just end it. I dont Know. Ysterday was hell and today I feel like shit. Think today is gonna be quite a struggle. Dont know what else to say :/
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
Guess I'm feeling suicidal. Just tired of all of it. Pretending, lying, being bounced off between doctors like I'm a freaking nut job that no one knows how to handle. I just want it to be over.
-- English is not my mother-tongue, so I apologize for any spelling/grammar mistake --
It so breaks my heart to see how much pain you guys are in. Hugs for everyone. <3
thank you guys so much for the support last night. i didn't respond cause i really couldn't think straight but it meant a lot to me. at like 2:30 in the morning last night I told my friend what was going on and she really helped me. i'm feeling a little better this morning.
I'm just afraid of the nights. that's when it's the absolute worst.
~ Megan
"Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger."
Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
