I have never heard of BPD nor been diagnosed but i have been diagnosed with depression and bipolar, but i am currently unmedicated do to lack of ability to get anywhere i have now license but have a car i drive illegally on permit when i desprately need to get somewhere (ex. emergency room/hospital). any who i read that and it sounded jsut like me. but i know i cannot self diagnose. I am totally spirallying. i feel so psycho. sooo this is my first time posting and i just reacently found an out patient counciling and psychiatry center in walking distance. So I am going to go there and have them evaluate me and continure or modify my meds. as i said i am unmedicated right now and have been for a while and i thought i could handle it but now i'm starting to see a danger zone. so any who, wish me luck, and i see this goes both ways, so i will be diligent and check in too see how you are all doing too! :) I'm looking forward to getting to meet all of you.
i freaken hate this. my granddad is in the hospital and i'm trying to help by staying the night with him and granted he can be an ass in the hospital. i ended up being 1 hr late with my meds and now my emotions are all over the place till this stuff starts working. i hate the roller coaster, i hate what i'm doing to my mom i just ****ing hate it.
Maybe , regarding the bipolar+depression, you may be diagnosed first with one or the other , followed by the other one being diagnosed, or they may overlap in some way. But as we all know, MH is complex & a lot of things can muddle together.
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Randi, there is a mood disorder thread around on these pages so it might be a better idea if you post there regarding your problems with having depression and bipolar, seeing as people here have BPD.
I have had a relatively good weekend - up until about half an hour ago when I realised that I have to go back to work. I am working from home tomorrow because I have the doctors in the afternoon so I technically won't be going back to work until tuesday but still. I'm just feeling wave after wave of depression. I just can't cope anymore. -sigh-
"John, being brave is going where no man has gone before and with Lizzy Stark, that is NOT what you'll be doing!" - Aunt Polly.
“I told him I was going to betray you, and betray Lyra, and he believed me because I was corrupt and full of wickedness; he looked so deep I felt sure he'd see the truth. But I lied too well. I was lying with every nerve and fiber and everything I'd ever done...I wanted him to find no good in me, and he didn't. There is none.”
I work for my dad and working from home permanently isn't an option because a) my father would never agree, b) i do two different jobs. I do mobile phone checking (which I could do at home) only on 2 days a week but the other 3 I work on the phones (which is the bit i have a problem with since I hate answering the phone and it's wrecking my life).
"John, being brave is going where no man has gone before and with Lizzy Stark, that is NOT what you'll be doing!" - Aunt Polly.
“I told him I was going to betray you, and betray Lyra, and he believed me because I was corrupt and full of wickedness; he looked so deep I felt sure he'd see the truth. But I lied too well. I was lying with every nerve and fiber and everything I'd ever done...I wanted him to find no good in me, and he didn't. There is none.”
