Oh Dayna, that doesn't sound good. Please try and take care of yourself. *hugs you*
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
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* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
Kahlia: I'm trying. I guess ._.;. I has another doctor's appointment tomorrow, so woop
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Originally Posted by Damnation.
Dear Scottish Power/United Utilities,
You can't get blood out of a stone. So stop ****ing trying
Sounds like you are having a really difficult time at the moment .... Good luck with your doctors appointment.
update on me ~ No blood clots in the brain scan so it looks like it was a bleed on the brain that was momentary. Just have to wait and see if the face and speech start to settle. Fingers crossed they do because it's driving me mental. GP took me off the Epilim altogether to see what happens because it hasn't been helping. Not that anything has really recently. The injections could still be causing the brain issue but I hope not. Not that anything I hope has any bearing. The flat I like the look of is under contract but they have us on the books and if it falls through we'll make an offer I think. I fear I may be pregnant and have been too scared to talk to my GP about it. :( Oh well.
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
Thank you Kahlia. I really think you should see your GP, or at least take a home test? I really hope the face and speech start to clear up, what have the doctors said about the length of recovery time?
*Hugs Dayna* How did the doctors go?
*Hugs Helen* What's wrong sweetie?
Just ranted in the Psychosis Thread and it's just made me reflect on things that bring me down :(
But. Today I had a proper bath, I've put on a nice dress and I'm going to put on nice make up. I'm going to go buy some more pink hair dye today too which I'll apply as soon as I can. I usually see the weekend as the time to look after my appearance, which is good I suppose.
xxx
Thanks Arwen. I know I need to do something about it like take a home test. Maybe I'll pick one up tomorrow and have a go .... No idea about recovery time for face and speech, docs haven't said a word about it.
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
Kahlia: Ooof, I'm really sorry you're going through all that x_x *hugs*
Arwen: Not been yet. Appointment's at 4pm
* * *
Ugh. So. On Tuesday when I get paid, we've got about £40 left to buy food with. For two weeks. Because we need to pay a bit extra for the rent, there's TV licencing and other **** to pay for, and Scottish Power/United Utilities have decided that they want something like £10 per week out of us.
Which might not sound like a lot, but my housemate and I are both surviving on benefits. I am in no mental condition to work. My housemate's depression is leaving, and she feels she may be ready to jobsearch soon, which is good, but right now, benefits for both. Money is tight without those ****ers, and now they want more from us. What. The. ****.
Oh, and it gets even better! I think it's the electricity company, they've decided to start court proceedings against us! Joy! Hooray! Again!
Why?
Because we informed them that we moved house, and they knew that we moved house, because the letter they sent telling us of said courts proceedings was sent to. This. ****ing. Address! But they did not transfer our debt over to the new place. So the housemate phoned them up to try and sort things out, but for Christ's sake! Why the **** are they trying to punish us for their mistake?!
Thank you Kahlia. I really think you should see your GP, or at least take a home test? I really hope the face and speech start to clear up, what have the doctors said about the length of recovery time?
*Hugs Helen* What's wrong sweetie?
Just ranted in the Psychosis Thread and it's just made me reflect on things that bring me down :(
But. Today I had a proper bath, I've put on a nice dress and I'm going to put on nice make up. I'm going to go buy some more pink hair dye today too which I'll apply as soon as I can. I usually see the weekend as the time to look after my appearance, which is good I suppose.
xxx
*cuddles Arwen, Kahlia, I agree with what Arwen has said :) I'm not doing so well, infact I'm REALLY REALLY REALLY struggling and on a very long low (Y) Sorry you';re not doing so well
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Originally Posted by Kahlia1981
Thanks Arwen. I know I need to do something about it like take a home test. Maybe I'll pick one up tomorrow and have a go .... No idea about recovery time for face and speech, docs haven't said a word about it.
Hope you find out soon sweetie for both things *cuddles*
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
I was thinking about my mom's MS today... It makes me want to cry...
She just seems so tired lately, and I feel like it's partially my fault,
what with her driving me to rehearsals and school and everything,
I wish that she wasn't sick.
I wish that I wasn't sick!
I wish that everything was easier...
Without a light I fear that I will stumble in the dark,
lay right down,
decide not to go on.
Plumeria Sister
I feel like cutting. I have 18 days to go till I reach 9 months free but feel like there's no other way out of what is going on in my head. I can feel the knife dragging down my wrist and it''s driving me crazier. And I can go from hyperactive to just standing and staring and don't know what to do. I totally suck.
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
