She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us most. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and famous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in all of us. And when we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.” ~Maryanne Williamson
I must remember this quote. I think it applies for us all, and I think it is just amazing. :)
Without a light I fear that I will stumble in the dark,
lay right down,
decide not to go on.
Plumeria Sister
Congratulations Arwen, I hope one day I can be five months & more again. *squishes*
*squishes for all*
I wish I was okay. Would like to skip tomorrow. Poetional doctors appointment, really can't do it. My sister is forcing me to go and to come with me, if she can get one. Then I've got uni (or possibly not, depending on the time of appointment). Can't face everyone again. I was supossed to be gone. Tuesday...got counselling, going into the past, haven't done it (the work involved to start this off), I wonder if I could ust show the letter (orginally for mum) like I have done with someone else who was awesome about it. Well two/three people were.
Helen you are very brave. You're still here and that speaks volumes about how brave you are to have got through so many battles. Hope all goes well with the docs. And don't be worried about uni, it's never as bad as you think it'll be.
zowie wow congratulations!!! Well done you.
And Eclectic*a well done!
Hope everyone is doing ok. It's been a weird day for me in my head but at least it's nearly over.
Okay. OMG. I have just done it :) My sister came with me. I had to tell a few little white lies about how a certain someone found out and got my family involved, but it has happened that way in the past. Anyway being re-referred back to a place I've been to before (it's uaually for SEVERE mental health problems apprantly) and they're going to phone me (joy to the world)...anyway I swear to god, if they say one or two things that was said last time, I will hit the roof but I know my sister won't leave it at that....but anyway, got to give it a try, might lead into something good i.e. good help that WORKS!!!
Helen ~ well done
Arwen ~ well done
Everyone else ~ well done for anything you've done that you've questioned or fought for
I'm losing my two best friends ..... still have hopes of moving to be with one of them though.
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *