Worried because I'm thinking about it now and not done so for a while. As in I know exactly what I would take to do it. God help me if I go to the shop to bloody buy the stuff now. Hopefully not...
Mum24 - I hope you're okay and I think it will be good for your husband to go to the appointment <3
Libz - try to be careful sweetie, yeah?
dancintrulife - I hope you managed to get some rest <3
BorderlineJiveQueen - is there someone you can tell about these thoughts?
*hugs for all*
I'm here if any of you need to talk <3
x Katie x
Not really - my husband is away and is starting a new job so that will be stressful enough without all this nonsense going on. We're probably going to split anyway so its awkward.
My dance teacher says I can ring her if I'm desperate but she only knows about my self-harm. I vaguely hinted at her last time I saw her that I'd basically had enough but I don't see her often enough for her to realise I'm completely slipping out of it. And I feel bad about bothering her and worrying her with it. No one deserves my misery on their conscience.
I don't see my shrink until next Thursday and they haven't had me present in this state for about 5 years. I'm supposed to be transferred to a closer unit after this appointment (only been waiting 3 years for this, moved away from the area 4 years ago!) but god knows how long that will take.
Got to go to stupid work now. At least that will keep me going for now.
Just wanted to leave *hugs* for anyone who needs/ would like any. Not too great. Hang in there everyone, I have it on good authority that things do get better. Hugs xx
DriftedAway- thats all we can hope for huni. How r u doing?
borderlinejivequeen- hugs. How are you feeling now? Are they thoughts of suicide. any plans? what happened last time?
Mum 24- How are you doing hun?
It's Now Or Never- How are things your end honey?
dancintrulife- what thoughts were they sweetie? have they gone now?
Last edited by getting_by : 30-11-2011 at 10:40 PM.
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
