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Old 02-10-2023, 07:05 PM   #141
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Just saw your update. I'm glad you handed it in but that didn't seem very professional of the nurse. How are you feeling now?





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Old 02-10-2023, 07:05 PM   #142
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Frustrated!



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Old 03-10-2023, 03:55 PM   #143
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I wish I was dead. I need to get out this body.



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Old 03-10-2023, 04:54 PM   #144
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I'm sorry to hear that. What's difficult about being in your body?





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Old 03-10-2023, 05:22 PM   #145
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It's not mine. The Organisation swapped me here when M was born. I suppose I'm a cuckoo, an Evil cuckoo.



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Old 04-10-2023, 10:34 AM   #146
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That must be difficult to feel. I don't see any evil in you at all but I can understand that it's personal to you. How are you doing today?





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Old 04-10-2023, 11:00 AM   #147
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Tamo, i don't want to downplay the severity of your emotions. I just wanted to say that for me, personally, i tend to get a bit worse mental health wise at the first bit of an admission because the stress of trying to adapt to hospital affects me quite a lot <3

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Old 04-10-2023, 12:39 PM   #148
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That makes sense Zurg.

Osc, today is my birthday so i am trying to be glad about that. I am trying to get hold of the priest who can do exorcisms.



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Old 04-10-2023, 01:21 PM   #149
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Maybe you could talk to your spiritual adviser Tamo? I know they have helped you in the past and they might be able to help you decide if you really need an exorcism.




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Old 04-10-2023, 03:31 PM   #150
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I'd rather talk to the priest himself about that - he'll really know his stuff.



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Old 04-10-2023, 03:42 PM   #151
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That's absolutely fair. I am just aware that I may be your psychosis rather than a possession. But priest will understand that.

Are you managing to enjoy your birthday at all?




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Old 04-10-2023, 03:46 PM   #152
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It's ok so far. I'm not feeling too SHy.



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Old 04-10-2023, 04:11 PM   #153
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Is anyone coming to visit you today? Happy birthday if that's ok to say.





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Old 04-10-2023, 04:33 PM   #154
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Thank you :) yes, Dad, brother and 1 sister came this morning. Mum, sister 2 and L are coming this evening :) I would have been sad without visits. They also brought presents :) and I think this evening's visitors are bringing cake!



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Old 05-10-2023, 05:23 PM   #155
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Having a bad day. No leave so tried to get off the ward myself to pop down the shops and buy blades. Nurses pissed off. They gave me PRN but it didn't change me needing blades. I've had a good cry and an argument with the Man. A couple of staff tried to help but didn't succeed.



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Old 05-10-2023, 06:48 PM   #156
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Sorry to hear you're having a bad day and the staff weren't able to help. Are there any safe things that will help? Did you see any of your family today?





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Old 05-10-2023, 06:55 PM   #157
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I saw Dad this morning and L is here now :) she brought me a posh hot chocolate as a reward for self care.



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Old 06-10-2023, 10:13 AM   #158
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That sounds nice. Self care is important, keep it up. How are you doing today? Anything to look forward to?





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Old 06-10-2023, 12:45 PM   #159
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I'm not feeling good. I can feel a repeat of yesterday coming on but I WILL try to distract and put it off. My dad has been for a visit and either Mum or L might visit this evening.



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Old 06-10-2023, 02:01 PM   #160
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You can do this. Is there anyone good on to talk through things with?





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