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Old 13-01-2013, 12:58 PM   #141
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N'aww thank you Lanny for bumping this.

You are right, times are hard, i'm finding it hard not to hurt myself, i'm having A*L the urges and I have A*L the tools one needs around me and I just don't know how safe I actually am...I'm trying my best though!

Thank you Rob for your kind offer!





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Old 13-01-2013, 01:19 PM   #142
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How's the counselling/referral going, Mike? Have you heard anything back from them?

I'm sorry that things are so bad for you right now. Is there any way that you can distract yourself?



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Old 13-01-2013, 01:24 PM   #143
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I've not heard a thing about that :/ I do hope they hurry up..

Oh well, these things happen haha! I'm working on being distracted, i'm currently playing Xbox.





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Old 13-01-2013, 01:29 PM   #144
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*sits with you*

I'm sorry to hear things are so difficult right now but I'm glad you're working hard on the distractions, well done! Are you able to remove the tools away from you at all? Sometimes that can help, in an out of sight, our of mind kind of way.

You can get through this xxxx

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Old 13-01-2013, 01:31 PM   #145
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Thank you :)

I've moved the meds away but my other tool is a little harder haha. But sadly it's still in mind, still there eating away at me..

I am trying, thank you.





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Old 13-01-2013, 01:42 PM   #146
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Would you like to talk/write a bit about why you're having the urges?

Maybe you can find something to do to ease it, by replacing it with something similar physically/emotionally, that isn't as damaging? (http://users.palace.net/~llama/selfi...elf.html#match)

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Old 13-01-2013, 01:45 PM   #147
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I honestly have no idea, it started last night where I had bad urges to OD but I didn't..And I thought sleeping would get rid of it but it didn't :/

Thank you for the link, i'll check it out now. xx





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Old 13-01-2013, 03:52 PM   #148
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I honestly don't know why I bother trying anymore, what's the point?

I've been fighting the urges since last night and now i've just given in, what's the point? I'm beat and I don't want to stop...I've started and I don't want to stop :/





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Old 13-01-2013, 03:53 PM   #149
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Oh Mike. Do you know what's made things so bad?



It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do.
We won't all be here this time next year,
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Old 13-01-2013, 03:55 PM   #150
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I have no idea, I really wish I did :/ I wish could say it's this or that but I can't :/

It's the thoughts!





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Old 13-01-2013, 04:03 PM   #151
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Is there anyhting you can do today to keep busy? Meet up with some people?



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Old 13-01-2013, 04:04 PM   #152
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At the moment I don't want to do anything..Apart from bad things haha!

Oh my, I sound crazy now :/





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Old 13-01-2013, 04:07 PM   #153
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Can you meet up with some people, keep busy?



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Old 13-01-2013, 04:07 PM   #154
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I think I might just go out for a walk or something..

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Old 13-01-2013, 04:13 PM   #155
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Going out for a walk might be a good idea, Mike. It could clear your head a little bit.



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Old 13-01-2013, 04:23 PM   #156
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Give the pva thing a go?
Hugs mike, ill be thinking of you



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Old 13-01-2013, 04:26 PM   #157
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*hug*
Don't have much to say, but I hope you feel better soon.



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Old 13-01-2013, 04:27 PM   #158
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Going out for a walk might be a good idea, Mike. It could clear your head a little bit.
Meh, CBA doing that now haha! I'll find something to do, don't worry :)
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Give the pva thing a go?
Hugs mike, ill be thinking of you
Nah i'll find something else but thanks you :)
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Don't have much to say, but I hope you feel better soon.
Thank you Laurah.





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Old 13-01-2013, 04:49 PM   #159
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Sending lots of love and happy glitter your way.
I'm sorry things are such a struggle for you Mike, you deserve better.
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Old 13-01-2013, 04:52 PM   #160
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Thank you Emma, I shall enjoy the glitter!

Thank you for your kind words.





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