Hi guys. I'm on 1-1 obs atm so I'm being sneaky on my phone. I'm so bored and low itts unreal. Seriously. Ever need a push not tto try and kill youself just think of the boredom.
I'm hooked up to like 36 hours of nac coz of the pills and my liver so I have to have more bloods in morn and then they will decide if I need another bag of it or if I just have to see tthe shrink.
I havve a sort of idea what I'm doing when I gett out of here. Putting mystuff in lock up and couch hopping until I find a place. My cpn will prob try and get me emergency housing or something.
Thank you for your support. I need it. Still want to die :(
Well done for going to hospital lovely, I'm proud of you :)
obs are evil but you'll get through it :) - it's only cause they want to look after you and make sure you stay safe.
Glad you have a plan & hope you get housing asap :)
Keep us updated whenever you can.
xxx
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Hey everyone.
Just an update;
Jodie has been told she will be sectioned if she doesn't go voluntarily to a psych ward, so she's going voluntarily and is being transferred soon. She doesn't know how long it will be for, it could be for a few days or a few weeks. They also told her they could help her housing situation, too, so that's really good.
She's feeling shitty as you could guess.
She said she doesn't know how secure the ward will be, so she doesn't know if she will be able to keep her phone, which may mean less contact, once she knows she'll let me/us know.
If anyone wants her number, just let me know, message me or text me if you know my number, I'll have to ask her first if it's okay to give it out to the person requesting, but yeah, I think she could do with much love & support right now, she sounds (obviously) scared/vulnerable/upset.
She also said to anyone who is in London and wants to visit her, to contact me about it and as soon as she knows where she is, she'll let the person know(obv if they're trustworthy&shit).
I love you JodMum. You are doing SO well. I'm so proud of you, you've no idea. Being so brave right now. Keep fighting sweet. You're so damn amazing. We are here for you and we love you. *kisses and cuddles* xxxxxxxxxxx
I'm really glad you are finally getting the help and support you need and deserve sweetheart, although I know things must be pretty scary for you right now *cuddles gently*. If you are allowed your phone text/ring me any time.
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JodiE's settling into the psychiatric unit alright and I'll pass on your messages of support and love :) She sends her thanks to the people supporting her.
Last edited by Buttons. : 17-05-2011 at 09:07 PM.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter
Jodie, I'm sorry I didn't see this earlier. A big hug from me & I hope you're okay as you can be. We're all behind you here & we love you! Take care sweetheart xx
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She's had her first night there and seems alright albeit a bit cold ;-p (why are ward temperatures always weird?!) and she's going to try and be honest and work with the staff.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter
Jodie, words can't even describe how proud I am of you. I know it must be scary, lonely there, but we're all here rooting for you to get better. Take as long as you need to work on yourself, you deserve this time to take care and get some support. You're such an amazing person, please, take care. I hope the staff can help you & well done for your efforts of going in, and also being honest with them.
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