In short, they will call the funding on Monday (I also find out my bone sscan result that day too) & then it goes to the panel of funders & on Wednesdsay I'll know, maybe Thursday...
& The nurse was super nice! & they said that if I get funding,,, (they seemed pretty certain I would) that they would have a bed for me in at the most 4 weeks, but they also said its more likely to be 2 weeks! They showed me around & they have a computer so I can update you all & most importantly rant out my anger lol
Oh this is GREAT news! I'm so happy you got a place and that it seems nice too!
*skips a little dance*
I want to kiss the bottom of the ocean before I burst through its surface into the sunlight, otherwise I will always be wondering about what was left unseen at the bottom
i'm tired of chasing my dreams. i'm just gonna ask where they're going, and hook up with them later.
The Mole was bewitched, entranced, fascinated. By the side of the river he trotted as one trots, when very small, by the side of a man who holds one spell-bound by exciting stories; and when tired at last, he sat on the bank, while the river still chattered on to him, a babbling procession of the best stories in the world, sent from the heart of the earth to be told at last to the insatiable sea.
Wind in the Willows.
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
Can my baby girl have some support please with resisting purging?
She has ate & purged, but she is scared she has left something in(I asked her too, & she's trying to fight purging bile to be sure she hasn't left anything in) so, myself & Helen would really appreciate some support in resisting this.
Hey Helen, such wonderful news that you're getting admitted!
But purging is not good. Is it because you're nervous about going IP? Try to think of it like this: They may take the ED away, but what they will give you in return (should you choose to accept it), is a wonderful, healthy, fulfilled life!
You have to trust that there is something better. It can be hard, but just try to listen to your wonderful partner and all those who know you best--it will be worth it!
My name is Matt, and I am a boy. Feel free to PM me :)
I have learned that the world is not a safe place. Not at all. But there are so many people who love me and want to keep me safe. And that is enough.
i know its really hard for you but please just try and take each moment by moment and resist that urge!Dont think further ahead in terms of purging or not purging than the next moment.Deal with each moment as it comes.Maybe it will help to break it up.And remember every moment you dont purge is a success.Every moment.
Please try and keep something in you.Your body must really be needing it right now.
Sarah i hope your as ok as you can be and thanks for the update.
Love you both.
xx xx
i do not always manage to be around but i wish you all the very best - love and luck to you all!
She's just ate & she's purged but I stopped her & I'm trying to keep an eye on her & stop her if she tries to again...
I'm so worried.
Thank you all so so so much.
xxx
so I can update you all & most importantly rant out my anger lol 
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