Haven't been here for a while, so only just seen everyone's posts. Just wanted to say well done to everyone that has posted their story, and also say thank you. Hope everyone's doing ok.
*cuddles all braves peoples and gives sprinkles of glitters too* :)
i.. i wanted to asks, how, where does ables to tell what it is..
how can tells if isnt punishing for bad, and theys being nice
or when it becomes not nice anymore..
Sing me to sleep.
I'll see you in my dreams.
Waiting to say.
I miss you.
I'm so sorry.
Well, some of my family thinks I'm a bad girl (that's not true) but they knows I'm being a nice person and a good girl too..If I wasn't puishing myself because of it and it is not my faults and it's theirs own fault for doing the wrong things to me in the past..
how can you tells if theys wrong things or not?
what if you know what they is do is okay and not bad, but other people tells you its bad things all times?
see well maybe is bes different for you cause yous good but, well sarahs a bad girl real bad and i gotsa get punished *nods* but other peoples isnt sees that its punishes, they tell sarah its wrong
and, and sarah real real loves yous picture of sunshines and rainbows
Sing me to sleep.
I'll see you in my dreams.
Waiting to say.
I miss you.
I'm so sorry.
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
To answer your question hunni, sometimes it's easier to see things from the outside compared when you're so involved in something. When you're hurt for a long time, you get used to it and presume that it's ok and even blame yourself. But when other people look at your situation, they can see many ways in which it's not ok. It's like, I believe that what happens to me is my fault, but I'm sure that if I told you about my situation, you'd disagree. And that's how I feel with you, even though I don't know what's been happening.
And Sarah hunni, I'm fairly certain that you're not a bad girl and definitely don't deserve to be hurt. Have you got anyone close to you that you trust? When they tell you it's not your fault or that you're a good girl, it's important that you believe them :)
Well done for posting though, it must have been really hard, but you did a good job :) Hope you can come back and post again :)
Hey, I havent been on this thread in a while,is it ok if I come back in for a while?
Sarah: Give me the child.
Jareth: Sarah beware. I have been generous up till now. I can be cruel.
Sarah: Generous? What have you done that's generous?
Jareth: Everything! Everything you have wanted I have done. You asked the child be taken, I took him. You cowered before me, I was frightening. I have reordered time. I have turned the world upside down, and I have done it all for you! I am exhausted from living up to your expectations of me. Isn't that generous?
Aww thanks Sarah:)..( I don't know how to use the smiley face)..I likes the rainbows and the sun too:).
Anyway, as you says that you are a bad girl I don't think that you are bad girl but you are much more loved, kind and a good girl..
You don't need to be punished for it and it is okay to feel hurts but you have to get used to it so I kinda feel that sometimes but even though, no one can tell you what to do and it's their own wrong choice of making worse things to us really..I got to be honest with you sarah, some people don't know what to think or say something negatives so, sometimes, they don't know what they are doing is very wrong things to someone else's feelings like hurts, angers and hurting themselves ( I gets that alots).
Anyway, you are far beyond beautiful and great person to start with on this posts..Keep talking to us and mabye you can come and post it again!
Thanks...
My abuser came into my work on Sunday, while I was in the middle of a shift.
Walked right past me, pretending I wasnt there.
Sarah: Give me the child.
Jareth: Sarah beware. I have been generous up till now. I can be cruel.
Sarah: Generous? What have you done that's generous?
Jareth: Everything! Everything you have wanted I have done. You asked the child be taken, I took him. You cowered before me, I was frightening. I have reordered time. I have turned the world upside down, and I have done it all for you! I am exhausted from living up to your expectations of me. Isn't that generous?
gotsa trusts them? even if, if its sarahs fault they thinks my bes good and well isnt none good but isnt knows how gets they to see sarahs bad..
how gets to trusts what sarah says insteads? whats midnight blues does when peoples is tells you is bes good? does believes they any?
*snuggles into tracie* trys looks it from outside :( honest my did but its just, everytime tells you must not tells you it right cause then you would sees it like sarah *nods* no matter how many ways sarah looks at it it still looks the same.. :( sorry
deedees thinks what isnt knows how makes to feels? so then they cant be bad ever huh? no matter what peoples tells?
cause i makes her angry lots so, how does gets peoples to believes it when tells them how bad you is and they just thinks yous still good :(
is wants someone to sees sarahs bad for real so isnt makes her to feel bad anymore
*holds out some glitters for neons too* is sorry isnt knows names..
Last edited by Sarah : 30-03-2010 at 10:27 PM.
Sing me to sleep.
I'll see you in my dreams.
Waiting to say.
I miss you.
I'm so sorry.
Sarah, who makes you angry? if you don't mind my asking about this.
No one ever to believe that you are bad but none of them do..They knows that you are a good girl sweethearts, No one ever tells you about being bad girl ever! none of your faults about being bad just because someone will hurts you real bad but none of yours..I can tell that you angry at her, I did makes angry at my grandparents over the stupid stuffs between and I got sick and tired of them doing it alots of times but I couldn't defend myself to stand up but I got a strong strength to pull back pieces together for them so just say that grandparents are fairly being "faults" by saying means to my whole family (shocked I know). I cannot stand them watching them bickering and fighting alots of times just because I hates fighting with a passion. My mom's sister and my mom's mother are constantly fightings on and off but my mom's mom started the fights more than hers. I was the one who is very special girl who is always being happy and good girl but some of my family thinks I'm wonderful and all that good stuffs so I don't thinks that they thinks I'm a bad girl anymore so thank goodness but I was being a nice girl for them expect my grandparents.
sarah isnt angry *shakes head lots* promise i isnt sarah isnt angry none *shakes head more*
meaned i makes her angry cause sarahs bad :(
*puts blankie over you gentle and sits beside you*
is glad peoples knows yous nice now *nods* can tells you bes lots nice :)
and sarah bes trying shows the people what thinks sarahs good that shes really bad.. they wont believes sarah none no matter how hard i trys
my granny and grandad leaved sarah cause she was so bad :( and i maked the other ones is hates sarah lots..
bets you was bes lots gooder than sarah for yous granny and grandad *nods*
Sing me to sleep.
I'll see you in my dreams.
Waiting to say.
I miss you.
I'm so sorry.
I am struggling with the same things. My mother knew for sure I didn't want it though. Careful, I'm not saying yours didn't. But know that even under loud protest she would still have made excuses to harrass you further. My mother told me a few months ago that "I should have explained why I didn't want her to touch me." Huh???
Anyways. Well done for talking about it. *Hug*
Last edited by lynx : 29-04-2010 at 08:54 PM.
Reason: not sure how to say stuff
RYL FAMILY
Jo (Newlife) is my daughter
Kat (Katnovia) is my sister
A thousand mile journey starts with the first step
Join Date: Oct 2009
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Hi, I'm Kathryn
From about 5 or 6 to 11(ish) my female cousin decided to make me play "games" with her that I didn't like.
She's six months older than me, so there's not a greatd difference...
But I told my therapist and she's not sure if it was SA because of the age difference... But it was wrong and it has traumatised me :(
