I dont get scared to move my arm, they just dont last very long and need replacing every few hours.
My infection hasnt cleared up but my white blood cell count is very low so im prone to infection atm.
I want a doggy *sulks*
And have you had any med changes as they can often give odd dreams.
Ooh, I bet he is very cute!
Pictures?
Are you hoping to move soon?
Oh wait, i DID see his picture and yes, he is big and very cute!
Not sure what has re-started them. The were gone for a few days, thought the stretch was over for awhile.
Least I havent screamed the house down again..yet.
Scares the hell out of H and gidget, the dogs go nuts...
Do you think you will be allowed home soon, Kim?
*hopes so*
It must get so hard, having to be in so often.
And having scary things happen
Hope you are on the mend now.
*hugs*
Yes! The woken mid-dream is worse I think than just having it 'finish'...
May be the increase of one AP and the new addition of another...not really sure...
I'm sorry you won't be out soon.
It must get so very draining and discouraging. Plus, feeling like a pincushion!
*gentle hugs*
xx
Morning everyone. Yes, I was asleep last night. Well, kind of. I didn't sleep great. And I was lying funny and my shoulder hurts.
I'm an only child. Mum chose not to go through all the tests that having another child would have entailed, after what happened with me. Also our house was too small. And they had difficulty raising one child, let alone two.
*peeks in* Hiya... I'm April, just returned to this site after a long absence.
Not doing too well this morning. Sorry to barge in and be all crappy.
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
Katie, probably not. I was never very active on this site, although I hope to be from now on. It seems to be a very good place for support for various things - everything really. :) But then again, I do remember your username, so it's possible that we had talked some prior to my extended leave of absence (haha).
And you've also posted on some of my threads. :) That's probably from where you remember me.
How is everyone doing??
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
Thanks for the welcome, Morrigan. :) I am glad that I am back, although there is one problem with RYL for me - it can be triggering (d'oh, huh? :P) and sometimes I seek out triggers if I feel like I "need a reason" to cut. Thus, I stay away from RYL for long periods of time when I am prone to being triggered a lot. None of your guys' faults, it's just how I am. Sadly.
Things are looking up a bit today because a good friend - a body builder (who doesn't use steroids) and personal trainer - is going to help me with a regimen of exercise. He hopes that in 6 months I won't hate myself so much because I will have dropped XX lbs. I really hope he's right... he knows a lot about fitness so that is good. :)
*hugs* to all. :)
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
Mhm, Morrigan, you're right, dropping the weight won't magically make me a happier, more self-loving person, but I think it will help the self hate dissipate somewhat. I hate feeling like this - so down and angry and hateful towards myself - and my husband keeps telling me that that is why I am not losing weight (my #1 goal), because I hate myself so much. The stress that comes from forcing myself to be a perfectionist in everything, etc...
But anyway. How are you??
Bitter Angel, I want to sleep too... geez, got up at 4:45 this morning and have only taken a 10 minute nap between then and now (it's just past 3pm). Was up until 10pm last night, too, with a meeting for uni. >_< Hope you get the sleep that you need!! :)
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
nope she is still awake. Had to put up with visiting hours and the likes and there isnt much point going to bed till meds have been done else they will just wake me up.
How is Irene?
Oh and im working on my christmas sig and avatar *groans*
for some reason ryl wont let me have my moving thingy
I wanted this: (please move)
damn it it still wont move.
Its suppossed to say happy festive period
EDIT: oh now it decides to move but not when its an avatar grr
