I致e got a lot of things to do tonight
I知 so sick of making lists
Of things I値l never finish
I致e lived here for the last 12 years
Since early 1995 all my **** has been in boxes
But if I had a little more time to kill
I壇 settle every little stupid thing
Yeah you壇 think that I would
But I知 too tired to go to sleep tonight
And I知 too weak to follow dreams tonight
For the first time in a long time I can say
That I want to try to get better and
Overcome each moment
In my own way
I wonder if I値l ever lose my mind
I tried hard for awhile
But then I kind of gave up
Winter is killer when the sun goes down
I知 really not as stubborn as I seem
Said the knuckle to the concrete
But I知 too tired to go to sleep tonight
And I知 too weak to follow dreams tonight
For the first time in a long time I can say
That I want to try to get better and
Overcome each moment
In my own way
I知 not saying that I知 giving up
I知 just trying not to think
As much as I used to
Cause never is a lonely little messed up word
Maybe I値l get it right some day
For the first time in a long time I can say
That I want to try
I feel helpless for the most part
But I知 learning to open my eyes
And the sad truth of the matter is
I値l never get over it
But I've gotta try
To get better and overcome each moment
In my own way
I sure want to get back on track
And I値l do whatever it takes
Even if it kills me
RBT x
I give myself very good advice
But I very seldom follow it
Could explain the trouble that I'm always in...
Staring at the cracks in the walls
Cos I'm waiting for it all to come to an end
Still I curl up right under the bed
Cos it's taking over my head all over again
Do you even know who you are?
I guess I'm trying to find
A borrowed dream or a shooting star
I want to be a star
Is life good to you or is it bad?
I can't tell anymore
Leave him numb. Leave him crushed.
All in all is all we are
Is this what's left of me? Debilitated life,
Look back and see nothing but my self wasted,
Is this what's left of me? What's left will be destroyed,
Is it ever ending my self hatred?
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain
So how can you tell me you're lonely,
And say for you that the sun don't shine?
Let me take you by the hand and lead you through the streets of London
I'll show you something to make you change your mind
I see the bright lights
It's the month of July
It's violent here
Why have you left me?
If only you could stay
& keep me in
It's violent here
Why did you run from me?
...Sticks and stones may break my bones; but words, they scar forever...
Last night I saw that beauty queen
Watched her paint her face on
I wanna be that magazine
That she bases life on
I wanna waste her monthly blood
Wanna get some on my love
Wanna get some gasoline
And burn the house down
She痴 got nothing to say
She痴 got bills to pay
She痴 got no one to hate
Except for me
Last night I saw that beauty queen
She's getting high on Revlon
I wanna be that magazine
That she wastes her life on
I wanna waste her monthly blood
Wanna get some on my love
Wanna get some gasoline
And burn the house down
She痴 got nothing to say
She痴 got bills to pay
She痴 got no one to hate
Except for me
Me!
Me!
When I saw that beauty queen
Watched her paint her face on
I wanna be the one unclean
That she wipes her ass on
Wanna waste her monthly blood
Wanna get some on my love
Wanna get some gasoline
And burn the house down
She痴 got nothing to say
She痴 got bills to pay
She痴 got no one to hate
Except for me
Me.
She's got nothing but shame
She takes pills for pain
She's got no one to blame
Except for me
Me.
Your the reason my life is so beautiful
I need more than the air that I breathe everyday
Please don't ever ever go away
Cuz I love you
And I need you
Everyday of my life
Please don't go away
You - yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection.
Far from the Battlefield, far from war
We've got to look for an open door
All of us working, all of us searching for peace
We dream of a time when we all are one
Clinging to hope under Earths bright sun
So lets get together, things will be better if we try Hear our cry!
Someday the pain of war will be healed
Someday we'll mean and speak what we feel
Let the wall come down! Tumble to the ground
And love will live in peace all around
So lets raise our voice so they all can hear
Over the wall, they will raise a cheer
All of us clinging, all of us singing the cry We will try!
Someday the pain of war will be healed
Someday we'll mean and speak what we feel
Let the wall come down, tumble to the ground
And love will live in peace all around
Let the wall come down, and tumble to the ground
And love will live in peace all around
Leave him numb. Leave him crushed.
All in all is all we are
i wish you were her
you left out the e
you left without me
and now you're somewhere out there with that
hey hey
psychobabe i hate you why are guys so lame
everything i gave you i want everything back but you
I can't see the meaning of this life I'm leading
I try to forget you as you forgot me
This time there is nothing left for you to take, this
is goodbye
Summer is miles and miles away
And no one would ask me to stay
And I should contemplate this change
To ease the pain
And I should step out of the rain
turn away
Close to ending it all, I am drifting through the
stages
Of the rapture born within this loss
Thoughts of death inside, tear me apart from the core
of my soul
At times the dark's fading slowly
But it never sustains
Would someone watch over me
In my time of need
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
Dark blue sea, calling me.
Songs of waves, keep me safe.
Sky's so deep, there's no end
The moon still asleep, the bed of stars for me
How can I see through your eyes my destiny?
I fall apart.
You bleed for me.
How can I see through your eyes our worlds collide?
Open your heart, to close our great divide.
Distant prayers, carved in stone.
The silent words they will still be heard.
How can I see through your eyes my destiny?
I fall apart.
You bleed for me.
How can I see through your eyes our worlds collide?
Open your heart, to close our great divide.
How can I see through your eyes my destiny?
I fall apart.
You bleed for me.
So I just float with the tide through the night I pass you by.
Open my heart, to close our great divide.
Isn稚 it funny how day by day nothing changes but when you look back, everything is different�
you once called your brain a hard drive, well say hello to the virus.
I have seen the many faces,
I fear in the pain.
I have watched the tears fall plenty,
From heart ache and strength.
So if life's journey,
Has you weary and afraid.
There's rest in the shadow of his wings.
I have walked through the valleys,
The mountains and plains.
I have held the hand of freedom,
It washes all my stains.
If you feel the weight of many trials,
And burdens from this world.
There's freedom in the shelter of the Lord.
Chorus:
I have seen,
The healing hand of God,
Reaching out and mending broken hearts.
Taste and see the fullness of His peace,
And hold on to what's being held out.
The healing hand of God.
I have touched the scars upon His hands,
To see if they were real.
He has walked the road before me,
He knows just how I feel.
When you feel there is not anyone,
Who understands your pain,
Just remember all of Jesus' suffering.
(Chorus)
Cast all your cares on Him,
For He cares for you.
He's near to the broken and confused.
By His stripes,
Our spirit is renewed.
So enter in the joy prepared for you.
(Chorus)
The healing hand of God (x2)
And hold on to what's being held out (x2)
The healing hand of God
Oh Oh Oh Oh
*Megan*
"The LORD your God is with you,he is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing." ~ Zephaniah 3:17
"Cheer Up. Tommorow will be different. Not Better. Just Different." ~ Barbara Johnson
I remember when all the games began
Remember every little lie and every last goodbye
The promises you broke, words you choked on
And I never walked away, it's still a mystery to me
Well, I'm so empty, I'm better off without you
And you're better off without me
Well, you're so unclean, I'm better off without you
And you're better off without me
The lying, the bleeding, the screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred, deceiving, the bleeding
It's over
Paint the mirrors black to forget you
I still picture your face and the way you used to taste
Roses in a glass, dead and wilted
To you this all was nothing, everything to you is nothing
Well, you're so filthy, I'm better off without you
And you're better off without me
Well, I'm so ugly, you're better off without me
I'm better off without
The lying, the bleeding, the screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred, the beatings, disaster
It's over
As wicked as you are
You're beautiful to me
You're the darkest burning star
You're my perfect disease
The lying, the bleeding, the screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred, the beatings, it's over
Disaster
The lying, the bleeding, the screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred, the beatings, it's over
Disaster
It's over now
'All this for a damn princess'
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And if a double-decker bus
Crashes into us
To die by your side
Is such a heavenly way to die
And if a ten-ton truck
Kills the both of us
To die by your side
Well, the pleasure - the privilege is mine
the last that ever she saw him
carried away by a moonlight shadow
he passed on worried and warning
carried a way by a moonlight shadow
lost in the middle that saturday night
far away on the other side
he was caught in the middle of a desperate fight
but she couldn't find how to push through
the trees that whisper in the evening
carried away by a moonlight shadow
sing a song of sorrow and grieving
carried away by a moonlight shadow
all she saw was the silhouette of a gun
far away on the other side
he was shot six times by a man on the run
but she couldn't find how to push though
i say
i pray
see you in heaven one day
i say
i pray
see you in heaven one day
4am in the morning
carried away by a moonlight shadow
i watched your vision forming
carried away by a moonlight shadow
stars roll slowely in a silvery night
far away on the other side
will you come to terms with me this night
but she couldn't find how to push through
i say
i pray
see you in heaven one day
i say
i pray
see you in heaven one day
the last that ever seh saw him
carried away by a moonlight shadow
he passed on worried and warning
carried away by a moonlight shadow
caught in the middle of a hundred in five
the night was heavy and the air was a live
and she couldn't find how to push through