Yes I know you are one for telling it straight to people! Anything that will make accepting treatment easier for you? I don't think there's really any harm in accepting it.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
Yeah, keeping reminding yourself that you want to avoid hospital will hopefully be useful. Could you try calling your CC tomorrow? Will you be busy tomorrow or able to take her call if she isn't there if you decide to call and she has to phone you back?
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
Fingers crossed she does and it's at a time when you can talk and you get to say what you need to or are able to see her if that would be better for you.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
I don't think I'm doing anything tomorrow, apart from waiting around for housing person to fix the ceiling.
So should be fine for me to have a lil rant!
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Hey, hope it’s ok to respond to a comment from your RV here, feel free to tell me to shut up if needed!
But yes, it is totally possible for your brain to stop sending messages to the body due to MH stuff. It’s a new area of research (like past 7 years) so not many people know about it. I know it’s not the same but I’m in the process of being diagnosed with psychogenic pseudosyncope which is basically my brain making me faint to protect itself from panic.
Kind of. In the way that they kept me busy.
Thank you. I will.
Seems so far away.
I need to do cleaning things but ive cleaned out the piggos and I just can't motivate myself to do anything else.
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Good shout talking to Shout Beckie!
I hope the meeting with your CC is going/has gone well :)
You cannot get through a single day without having an impact on the world around you What you do makes a difference, and you have to decide what kind of difference you wish to make.
It didn't go overly well.
I have to see crisis now.
They tried to call at 6pm, but i missed the call. Have been trying to call back ever since but the line is busy. Probably means the phones are down (happens a lot there)
So I'm not really sure what to do now.
CC doesn't think im in the right place to go to work tomorrow and I shouldn't go in. But one person is off sick, one is on holiday all week and there is literally no one to cover. And the alternative is sitting alone at home.
L is struggling a lot and i can't make her feel better.
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Did you end up going to work?
How have things been over the past couple of days?
You cannot get through a single day without having an impact on the world around you What you do makes a difference, and you have to decide what kind of difference you wish to make.
I did go to work on Thursday
My boss wasn't happy with me working alone for 6 hours, but i said I could do it. He rang every 2 hours and said he'd come down if i didn't answer. And said I could close up the shop whenever I needed.
I didn't go to work yesterday, so they had to close at 1pm instead of 9pm. I feel absolutely terrible about that.
But the area manager and my boss said that wellbeing always comes first. I went to work today, but only because I was doing a mid shift and wouldn't be alone.
I'm not feeling any better unfortunately. I'm trying to be ok.
Crisis were meant to call at 8pm but haven't as of yet. So idk.
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Hey don't know quite what to say but wanted to let you know I am reading and thinking for you.
Really hope you can manage to stay home with L and S and avoid hospital.
I had a thought and I might be wrong but wondering if being off contraception for first time in years is part of what's destabilising things your hormones are probably going crazy even when it isn't your period. Might be worth mentioning to mental health lot see if they think going back on contraception might help stabilise things?
Quite possibly.
I spoke to my GP about it before Christmas and she agreed i should go back on it.
I finally sorted it the other day and have the injection booked for tomorrow.
Seeing crisis today between 12-2
L is going to take S out so I can talk properly
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
I don’t know if i have any helpful words right now but i want to continue to offer you support and keep up with how you’re doing. It sounds like your work is quite understanding of you and are flexible. They want to put your wellbeing first, that is their choice so you have no reason to feel guilty although i know my brain would do that too. Do you have any ideas about what kind of support would be helpful? I hope you have a positive experience with crisis.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
