*leaves hugs for everyone* sorry am lame, but am too tired to think, leaves a little pressie for everyone, to make you all feel a little better, hopefully....
"I am me and me is good enough if I would only be it openly"
Hello everyone name is Becca age 34, everyone who is a resident of my head may or may not show. I know Sammie will if there is someone around her age. Ace would be most likely to show up out of all of them.
The residence of my head
Sammie: Age 6, sweet, shy, playful, doesn't like grown men
Leigh: Age 16, sort of a loner, creative, friendly, protective of Sammie
Ace: Age 29, sensitive, creative, a good guy tries to convince Sammie each day that he is.
*hugs Katie* take care this week, thinking of you even if you cannot log in.
*sends hugs to Dayna, Kahlia, Ravyn, Tears, Jetforce, Zowie, Becca, Auburn, Secrets, Voice and everyone else*
Scary day for me - things got very real as I had to visit the lawyer to sort some stuff, day to day I try to forget what has happened and get on with life, can't do that when someone is asking for bare facts :(
*crawls into the denial tent for the duration of the weekend*
Sorry I don't come in much, it's a bit overwhelming with lots of people. I'm feeling very anxious tonight but at least my mood has been slightly better the last couple of days.
*hugs for everyone*
Sometimes the way in life seems cloudy...But remember, after the storm comes clear skies
Jade: I dunno exactly what it was. I just had no emotions at all. For hours on end, I became completely void, and it even changed the way I spoke :/ 'cause I was talking to a friend on MSN, and he noticed that the way I was wording things was a lot colder than usual
*crawls out of where she has been hiding and offers hugs to all*
Just going to stay out of sight for awhile okay ??
*sneaks back into dark corner of denial tent*
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
*walks back in curls up into a ball in the corner* Argh things are getting to much again, my manger so up her own ass. they way she spoke to me the other day was so ****. made me feel crappyer about myself. i really dont need that on top of everthing else, iam trying really hard not to cut, and not act on the really stuiped thoughts running through my head, even though, iam not sure i care anymore, i have had enough, had enough of people treating my like crap, like iam noithing more than scum, okay mabye iam not putting much effort in at work, and mabye i should be showning the new starts how to do things, but iam haveing a really hard time keeping myself togher right now, hmm dout they would even care if i told them that, damn it i hate my work. just want this to be over =/
argh