Do i love you........ Yes
Do i want you to be my boyfriend...... Yes
You have been a great friend for three years and im worried if we go out i will lose that friendship but everyone is saying that will not happen.
Well we are going to be together all of tomorrow and i cant wait to spend the day with you.
I really do love you.
xxx
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
Please don't turn out to be like everyone else.
I know it's just a friendship, but it's pretty important to me and I don't think I could stand the rejection.
"Be nice. Think happy thoughts. Champion silver linings. Love all things (not just cute things like babies and kittens) & when you do love - love like they do in power ballads (you know like on a cliff with the wind in your hair and your eyes shut, knowing you'll never know love like this). Watch out for dog poo. Smile at people - even grumpy ones. Remember anything is possible & whatever you do always try to look on the bright side."
the one med that I want to o/d on and everyone and I mean everyone keeps saying it to me... they dont mean to and it isnt in that context but they keep mentioning it
I am scared. I want to take it so badly.
Am I better off since two of the meds I'm on have been increased - well nothing has changed at all - nothing
at the moment I am just more inclined to attempt again - I know I have nothing left in me to fight with and a bigger part just doesnt want to live anymore.
sometimes being strong means not holding back the tears but letting them fall
~˙·٠•●♥Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙~
my fur baby girls are my life <3
r.i.p my beautiful girl jackie. i will love you always no matter what - 6/5/10
I love you Jack. I really do and I know I've made your life hell but I love you and I'm sorry. I'm so glad that you are happy. I wish you rang me more. I really love you.
Dear you,
I feel unappreciated. I feel unwanted. I feel like you don't want to be friends anymore. Or at least you are acting that way. Why can't you extend the same effort that I do? Is that too hard? You used to be there for me. You used to send a friendly text or send a card my way if you knew I was going through a hard time and now it's not even a hello. I just want to see you. It's been 4 months. And yet you never put forth the effort. I am going to be in your town this weekend. I am going to be THERE! And I told you over a week ago that I would be. You never even mentioned then that your dad was coming to visit you this weekend. And then you finally tell me that but you fail to tell me that it's because your dad is still depressed over the death of his dad. And then when I call to figure out plans you get mad at me and tell me I'm guilt tripping you? How the HECK have I guilt tripped you?? I just wanted to make some plans. Tell me you aren't free...or fill me in the first time! I didn't know your dad was going through a hard time. Two days ago I didn't even know he was going to be visiting you! We live 2 hours away...All I'm asking is some time. Which is what you couldn't give me 3 months ago either. I just want to see you. I don't even feel I can tell you things anymore. Know what? I hurt myself yesterday. Guess what? I wanted to tell you but I felt you wouldn't even care. And I was probably right. I feel like now that you have this new life, you've just dropped the old one. That's not how it's supposed to be. I just want the old you back.
Love,
me
"The way you treat yourself sets the standard for others. "
Wow...I just realised that even if I do lose weight and get healthier, I still wouldn't be pretty. I'd still have all the scars, no matter how many dress sizes I go down the scars won't go away. My plan for years now has been to lose my extra weight and then I'll be prettier and happier and I could finally wear all the pretty clothes I could never fit into. I hate this! I hate that I'm overweight and that I'm covered in scars, and I hate that I just keep making more of them.
"Some people get by, with a little understanding. Some people get by, with a whole lot more."
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
I wonder when it came to pass that talking to my best friend would be the only times that really made me miserable. Oh, that's right, you're not my best friend anymore. You're a lover. And I'm too screwed up to trust anyone who wants me that way.
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
All the things you have done to me, you attempt to make it right by saying that you had to go through the same when you were a child. But, I'm not you as a child, and do you really want your daughter to be as miserable as you were? I wish you would stop smiling spitefully at me, and admit that you've done wrong and say sorry. I hate how each time I have to say sorry for no reason, because I have no one else.
I'm back to where I was before. In my head I mean. As if I ever moved on. It felt so good to cut, to be crazy again. Because that's what I am now, crazy. Aren't I?
Take me away, A secret place, A sweet escape. Take meaway ♥
I love eating so fukcing much.But I love getting rid of it more.
You can buy me with a coffee,I'm so cheap. Got bitten fingernails&a head full of past;Got a broken heart&your name on my cast.
&&I wanted her to tell me that she will never wake me.
