Hey sorry I went to bed not long after I posted that. Had a really bad 6 weeks with sleep and it hit me halfway through the day yesterday, was in lectures until in the afternoon until 6:45 too which didn't help. And one of the lectures we had was on trauma theory and it triggered me. :(
sounds like a good course to do, do you enjoy reading? what to you plan to do when you finish the course? are you aiming to do something? :) it may have triggered you but you got to think of the positive side of it :)
e.g gaining a qualificatio nto get the job you want to make your life work out how you want to
Last edited by DannieGirl : 01-05-2010 at 11:54 AM.
Reason: add on (e.g)
“Never lose faith in yourself,
and never lose hope;
remember, even when this world throws its worst and then turns its back,
there is still always hope.”
tada magic i dunno how i got this -------> Í
hi julie 'm 26 i love hugs i have people in my head and they will talk to u. they will behave and they wont hurt u they are...
owen nearly 10 and doesnt like being touched
amy 11 quiet and shy
kate 15 has lotsa anger but is nice
so basically i'm that weirdo who talks to herself...hi...
my tummy hurts :( i donnt y it's annoying bouncing might not help lol
tada magic i dunno how i got this -------> Í
hi julie 'm 26 i love hugs i have people in my head and they will talk to u. they will behave and they wont hurt u they are...
owen nearly 10 and doesnt like being touched
amy 11 quiet and shy
kate 15 has lotsa anger but is nice
so basically i'm that weirdo who talks to herself...hi...
tada magic i dunno how i got this -------> Í
hi julie 'm 26 i love hugs i have people in my head and they will talk to u. they will behave and they wont hurt u they are...
owen nearly 10 and doesnt like being touched
amy 11 quiet and shy
kate 15 has lotsa anger but is nice
so basically i'm that weirdo who talks to herself...hi...
If someone ever says to you "You need to stop thinking so much," call them ignorant in your head and keep thinking deeper. It is this mentality that breeds stupidity and sheeple. Your mind is the most important tool you have. If you stop using it, it will atrophy.
I have no idea what i want to do after uni, i'll start worrying about that next year!
Yeah I love reading, which is part of the reason that i decided to take english at uni.
The problem was I really wasn't expecting it, usually i know a lecture may trigger, but I didnt realise it would until it did... and i couldn't leave the lecture room which made it harder.
*hugs Kat* I'm really just free-floating right now. Trying to focus on doing my nursing drug research... not really working.
*hugs Katy* Ever thought of being an english prof somewhere?
If someone ever says to you "You need to stop thinking so much," call them ignorant in your head and keep thinking deeper. It is this mentality that breeds stupidity and sheeple. Your mind is the most important tool you have. If you stop using it, it will atrophy.
I spend hours online helping other people. I think about specific people I don't even know from websites all day. I somehow think these people really care about me, and they are really helped by what I say. I think if I help these people, somehow it's going to make me better. Safer.
I want to think people out there do the same thing to me.
I want someone to think about me all day, then come to check on me. That's really needy of me, but I don't care.
I care about other people. Hear that? I care about YOU! The one person out there that might read this, I love you, I care about you. When you feel like everything isn't enough, I'll be here.
I wish someone would tell me that.
And I wish I would believe it.
***
I'm feeling so lost. I've never felt this needy; I've never felt like I needed someone else. But now all I can think about it how I wish someone cared about me like I know I care about other people.
Didnt get the job so back at TAFE tomorrow continuing my Business Admin course.
Nan didnt want to come out here even though Dad told her what the assessor had told him on Wednesday. So, have no idea whats going to happen. Ah well, im glad to have a break from her, even though I know she s unwell. I dont know. My urges are nuts tonight.
tada magic i dunno how i got this -------> Í
hi julie 'm 26 i love hugs i have people in my head and they will talk to u. they will behave and they wont hurt u they are...
owen nearly 10 and doesnt like being touched
amy 11 quiet and shy
kate 15 has lotsa anger but is nice
so basically i'm that weirdo who talks to herself...hi...
tada magic i dunno how i got this -------> Í 
