On Friday I'm gonna go out and maybe get my fringe trimmed & buy some new foundation & then I've got to pack some stuff up & travel to Norwich to visit one of my friends for the weekend.
& oh my god, did I do positive thinking? My therapist would be proud. :P
I am, but I'm nervous as well because I've not been too stable lately & she doesn't know. Not seen her in a while & she's a very bubbly person who's just got engaged..
Lol I don't think that it's anything to write home about. I'm sure I can find more interesting things to say to her & my therapy group. :P
That can be rather awkward when you're feeling rubbish and the other person is soo happy and stuff, just try and cope as best you can and if need be run off to the loo to calm yourself...Yeah, I have no idea what i'm talking about haha.
Well it's not amazing but it's a good thing and good things are good *nods*
Just chatting to you and someone else on bookface, yourself?
Yeah it could be awkward, but hopefully I'll just be distracted & it'll all be absolutely fine. That's what I've decided. That I'm fine anyway, so it'll all be fine. Yes yes.
I'm not doing all that much. Listening to music & checking out various bits of RYL. Realised just how much I use my ranting thread, haha.
Yeah it could be awkward, but hopefully I'll just be distracted & it'll all be absolutely fine. That's what I've decided. That I'm fine anyway, so it'll all be fine. Yes yes.
I'm not doing all that much. Listening to music & checking out various bits of RYL. Realised just how much I use my ranting thread, haha.
That is a good way of thinking about it, it will be fine and you'll have ALL the fun and stuff, i'm sure. It's what you make of it at the end of the day.
Well, it's the one I've had since I've been back using RYL yar. But I've posted in it this evening if that's what you mean. I'm always bloody posting in there. :/
& yes, it will be fine. I will have lots of fun & be fine. & stuff..
I'm not all that sure about much at the moment to be honest! It'll be FINE. That's how I'm getting through. Saying things are fine a lot. ;)
Hopefully though, it'll be so nice to see her & get away & be distracted & around a happy friend that I genuinely will be okay. It's just a scary thought that I might not be.. & she has no idea that I'm anything other than okay, being that I've been 'recovered' for months until recently.. :/
& yes, you're doing a good job of stalking me this evening Mr Mike! :P
Woe, see now this I don't like, one should never pretent, well not when on this site anyways, would you like to PM? I might not be online for much longer but I can PM for a little bit..
I hope you do have a fab time though, it's nice to just get away from things and have fun and see friends.
Oh I do try, by the way, your Facebook link does not work ;) Totoally didn't try it haha.
