No Carrie, you're not at all pathetic! Things are bound to be difficult atm. I know I don't know you, or know anything about your situation, but coming out of hospital and having to do all that kind of stuff again is going to be stressful!
It sounds like you've actually had a really productive day! So try not to be too hard on yourself. It's bound to take a while for you to adjust back to life outside of hospital, so don't worry about it too much. The stress that these things cause can really take it out of you.
How are you feeling now?
Claire, surely giving it a quick bash over thehead is better than sending in a mahousive rat to eat it alive!! lol. I think YOU and your rats are an evil team... Though I wouldn't say no if you were gonna save me from spiders and daddylong legs. I don't care about the rest of his family, hopefully they will all die mwahahahaaaa :P
How is everyone else?
The boyfriend turned up at mine yesterday - he's still getting the cold shoulder a little cos of his lovely comments on my skin. Just makes me wonder how perfect he wants me to be, I mean what happens if I get fat you know? Cos he once told me that he's glad I have an ed cos it means I won't get fat. Ugh I'm so confused with this one!
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And you're my obsession, I love you to the bones...
Maybe. I mean I know that's true. But I do love him, I think. Hmm, it's a tricky one. I'm worried that part of me is staying with him cos I'm worried that no one else would want me, and also cos i couldn't stand seeing him with anyone else. I dunno, it's confusing.
Please take your meds rowie. it will make you feel better and you know it will
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And you're my obsession, I love you to the bones...
rowie chick i know its hard to take ur meds but u need to for the benefits it will b ok wats making it hard for u to take them
ellie if he loves u he wont care what u look like well thats wat i keep getting told and if not then there is someone out there for everyone i know how ur feeling though chick xx
