It's ****ed up hey. I hope it won't happen to us. We're going to look into some storage places today and start to clean up as my brother is coming up tomorrow for a few days. Our housemate, she has grown up around here since she was little so she knows heaps of people and can go anywhere. Us? We've only been here 6 months, I know no one from uni (cept the odd snobby bitch), we have a couple, or rather family) about half an hour north that we can stay with for a week or two IF NEED BE. It's just frustrating isn't it?? I hate it. We had only just got settled here. Looks like I'm just going to have to find a job as well FFS. I can't do that while I'm studying argghhhh
Could be better. Got put on AD's again today but can't make myself take them. What's the point? I am not sure I deserve treatment. I deserve to die. I have had enough.
*hugs Katie and Dayna* - Sorry to hear/read about your situations with your houses. I wish I could offer some advice or something to make it better, but I don't have any words. *hugs*
*hugs Emma* Dayna is right, you deserve treatment! Glad to hear you went to the doctors.
Hi 713, nice to meet you.
*Hugs Mary Anne, Arwyen, Kahlia, Nicole, Lucy, Grace and anyone I've forgotten* Sorry I'm short on words tonite.
Remember there's no such thing as a small act of kindness.
Every act creates a ripple with no logical end. ~ Scott Adams
*Hugs Dayna, Ravyn, Katrica, 713, Kahlia, Helen, Emma, Katie, Lucy, Zowie, Hana and anyone I have missed.*
Hello 713 nice to meet you. Im Nicole.
I am officialy enroled back into school and have my first exam on wendesday. Am very nervous. Still not coping well, but that is a long story. Sorry for the lack of support and words.
*Hugs*
*Hides back under bed with the denial tent over it with BJ*
*hugs Dayna back*
*Hugs Nicole* Good luck with your exam. Hope things start to go better for you soon.
Hi Jem, how are you doing?
*Leaves hugs for everyone else*
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woke up today with a clearer head. Had a really tough week at work; not that anything bad happened, it just sent me deep into my depression to the point where I was contemplating suicide yesterday... but thankfully came out of it.. and it's the weekend!
Remember there's no such thing as a small act of kindness.
Every act creates a ripple with no logical end. ~ Scott Adams
Good luck Nicole! Will be thinking of you! And no need to apologise.. *cuddles* Hope your doing ok.
Jem.. how are you???
Welcome 713, welcome to the Psych Ward =D
*cuddles Kat and Ravyn* Hope your both doing ok there.. or as ok as can be!
Thanks guys the hugs etc. It's going to work out. Am feeling more positive about the situation now. But we found out that Miks friend who lives down the road and her boyfriend knew about the house before we did :\ So that's just pissed us off. I don't care how close mik and A are. I don't care. WE are living here so WE should have known BEFORE HER!! Does anyone else think that??
I socialised tonight... for all of half an hour I'm sure. I got fed up coz they were talking about mental illness and saying that what they think is right and I'm thinking yeah...... you don't know at all do you?? Before that they were talking about Mik's mum (which yes, I know she is very sick. I do know that so I do hope I'm not coming off as selfish or bitchy) but what they were saying was 'oh she hasn't died yet coz she doesn't want to so she's hanging on'. And I'm thinking, so mum died coz she DID want to??? And they were talking about MS (which my mum had.. and I've done my research on it, so I KNOW about it) and apparently Mik's mum has it too and so they were talking about it and how wrong were they!! And Ryan was all talking about it as if he's known her all his life.. and he's only known her for a few weeks!
Grrrr this is why I hate people.. I hate socialising.. it sucks. I tried. I do. I always try with them but I've had enough. I really have. I don't care what anyone else says, they can shove it.. lol. I'm so over talking with them and always getting hurt and having to cry myself to sleep.
