since seeing you in passing you've been on my mind for atleast 30 seconds a day. and what with your current situation and mine, i can't help but think you'll turn out just like he did. don't **** up. for his/her sake.
did you even recognise me. who did you see at the hospital. what do you think of me now. i don't need to know, i just want to. no more dreams. none at all. just sleep. sleep in warm beds with warm bodies, and no cold dreams keeping me awake.
This is your life, it doesn't get any better than this. This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time.
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Push me up against the rock and kiss me like you mean it. Again, with feeling. Rough and gasping, soft and needy...just like before. I want to feel it all. Raw, coursing passion connecting on a level like no other. Make me wreckless, baby. Make me need you like heroin. Be my escape, my drug, my token high. Make me your's. Own me. Save me. Help me. Make me feel. Your tounge on my neck and my hand at your waist. What's stopping us now?
I can't believe you hurt me like that after I confessed to you how much hurt I have already been through. You told me that you would be honest and you broke that; you broke me. I miss you so much.
Never regret.
If it's good, it's wonderful.
If it's bad, it's experience.
I miss you angel, so ****ing much and it left me in tears tonight just talking with you on msn. Ilove you, I really do and I would do anything for you. I just feel so guilty that I still feel this way when Im in a serious long term relationship *hugs*
A little bit possessive, little miss obsessive, can’t get over it....
♥ Davo
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I don't know whether to call you.
I'm missing you loads.
But I don't wanna come across as obsessive.
Especially not to your friends.
I have to meet them when I come up in 2 weeks.
But I'm going crazy without you!
I just want to hear your voice.
Tell you how much I love you.
You mean so much to me.
It's like he never existed.
I wish you were here.
Come home x
-I love you. But I want to leave you. I can't stand you anymore. But I miss you so much. You mean the world to me. But I do love him. I'm scared one day you're going to loose it and really hurt me.
-After all this time, I don't know if I love you, or the idea of you. Either way, I don't think I'll stop until I see you again. I want you to be okai with the idea of my girlfriend, but I can't stand that you have one as well. I hate it when you talk about her, and I'm glad she's going away for so long.
-I still love you. What the ****? I want to see you again. The sad thing is, you treated me the best, and I walked all over you. I'm so sorry babe. I never really could tell you that, you wouldn't listen.
-I don't even know you. And I hate you. I'm so jealous. Because you have him and I can't. I don't know why he took you back. He tells me all the time that he doesn't even know if he wants to be with you. But he wants to be with me. And I will forever have that over you.
-I'm so full of love it deeply sickens me
I loved you. I reaaaalllyyy think I did...now I cant help you and I feel awful and useless...and I want to help you. I want to hold you close and make it go away....to chase the monsters and demons away...but im just not good enough for you...and I know it...
Im sorry
xxx
I've spoken to you twice today and I'm still missing you like mad.
I'm such a loser!
5 more days without you!
Well 6 really.
I can't wait to have you back and all to myself!
Love you so much baby x
- I don't know how I feel about it anymore.
- I want to be dead. Cut, od, drink, death. My idea of a perfect night...sorry.
- I know my eating isn't 'normal'. But it's not a problem, because I'll get thin and then I'll be beautiful and no one will think I'm 'sexy'. If I stop binging, anyway.
- To my friends on here, I'm sorry. I'm letting you think I'm a good person. I'm sorry for lying to you for so long.
Good for nothing.
