Thanks, still doesnt stop me being angry though lol, i know people say oh well least you have your place, but its the fact for that moment they took everythign away from me and said "nothing to do with us and nothing we can do"
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
Hi BA
Sorry you have had to put up with so much today with Uni.
I understand what you mean when you say it still makes you angry. Our anger emotions are so strong it always continues to out way any positives that come along afterwards.
The anger will gradually subside enabling you then take the positives on board.
You have shown great strength today in getting this sorted. Well done. You should be proud.
My arms OK thank you. Just sore. A stupid thing to do I know. Ashamed
Ferret - I had to get them rehomed as they had been living with my sister (because I couldn't have them at home anymore) and she started getting bitchy and demanding and I felt like they would have a better life with someone else. Although I did rehome my favourite one with a friend of mine. How many rats have you got?
Mari - I only imagine how awful it was! Then they expect us to be 'fine' with their mistake etc.
Grace - Absolutely :) now I can relax until next month when I get my migraine medication but I have a repeat prescription thing now for the ADs and Antihistamines :)
Hugs to all.
"John, being brave is going where no man has gone before and with Lizzy Stark, that is NOT what you'll be doing!" - Aunt Polly.
“I told him I was going to betray you, and betray Lyra, and he believed me because I was corrupt and full of wickedness; he looked so deep I felt sure he'd see the truth. But I lied too well. I was lying with every nerve and fiber and everything I'd ever done...I wanted him to find no good in me, and he didn't. There is none.”
"John, being brave is going where no man has gone before and with Lizzy Stark, that is NOT what you'll be doing!" - Aunt Polly.
“I told him I was going to betray you, and betray Lyra, and he believed me because I was corrupt and full of wickedness; he looked so deep I felt sure he'd see the truth. But I lied too well. I was lying with every nerve and fiber and everything I'd ever done...I wanted him to find no good in me, and he didn't. There is none.”
Sorry I've not been around, I had the migraine from hell yesterday. My head was banging, the light hurt my eye's and I kept being sick as well. I felt so awful, went to bed early and that helped. Just today I have no energy, it really took it out of me. Not sure why I had one, and not got any medication for it (will have to get some).
Went to the doctor's this morning to get a script for my med's and get some more fortisip's, stupid ****ing doctor is such a pratt, that he only put down 10 bottles (when I asked for a months supply), my partner rang up and had to go and collect another script.
Sorry to hear everyone is having a hard time, not got much energy to write anymore, so my love to you all.
(((hugs))) all round.
I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy
Well seems a little silly now but someone I was msning said to me that she knows some people that get like REALLY obsessed with certain actors or whatever to the point where all they ever talk about is that person and then she said 'They are even worse than you'.
I feel silly for being annoyed at this but I am not that obsessed with people and anyway I get fixated on people - I can't help it all the time.
-sigh-
Anyway yeah I told you it was silly ahah
"John, being brave is going where no man has gone before and with Lizzy Stark, that is NOT what you'll be doing!" - Aunt Polly.
“I told him I was going to betray you, and betray Lyra, and he believed me because I was corrupt and full of wickedness; he looked so deep I felt sure he'd see the truth. But I lied too well. I was lying with every nerve and fiber and everything I'd ever done...I wanted him to find no good in me, and he didn't. There is none.”
I am also bored - I am not feeling very well either so that doesn't really help and then I have to go and put the rabbit in in a minute. Ferret, if you are bored, would you like to go and feed my bunny and put her in for the night? lol XD
"John, being brave is going where no man has gone before and with Lizzy Stark, that is NOT what you'll be doing!" - Aunt Polly.
“I told him I was going to betray you, and betray Lyra, and he believed me because I was corrupt and full of wickedness; he looked so deep I felt sure he'd see the truth. But I lied too well. I was lying with every nerve and fiber and everything I'd ever done...I wanted him to find no good in me, and he didn't. There is none.”
xx
