Sometimes, I still wish this scalpel could be sharp enough to slice out my heart, just to ease the pain of all the things you said, and even more, to ease the pain of losing you, and losing a part of myself, and maybe even lessen the trauma caused by this scalpel in the first place ...
...but it isn't sharp enough anymore.
I love you!
Whenever you leave I feel like I'm missing a part of myself.
You should've stayed tonight too.
The thought of spending like 14 hours without you is like ahhh.
I do love you. And I know you love me too. We've been through so much and come so far. Suicide attempts, overdoses, cuts. We came through all that together, from opposite ends of the country. And we're crazy about each other, madly in love! You say i'm your baby girl, your my angel. We want nothing more than to be with each other. But we can't be. So we try to go our seperate ways, we see other people but we can't love them. Because we already possess each others hearts. We feel a physical pain, an ache, when we're apart, but we cant be together. I'd die for you, i'd kill for you, but baby i'd live for you. Forever and always. Chelsea I love you baby. We need each other. We will be together. I promise.
Fear grows in darkness; if you think there's a bogeyman around, turn on the light.
If you had truly lost hope, you would not be here to say so.
J,
I love you more than words can say.
I can't see life without you anymore.
And for once I've found someone that actually loves me back.
You make me stupidly happy.
I hate not being with you.
D,
You're a wanker.
I'm over you.
You knew how much trouble and upset bringing her would cause.
She's a two faced bitch.
It's why you're so good together.
Part of me doesn't want him to come home. I love the attention you're giving me since he left. =[ But i know you need him here so I'll just enjoy it while it lasts.
i miss you so much. you said it wasn't going to be like this, but you lied.
i don't know how i can repair things, i'm useless. i just want you to know how much i love you. i'm still here if you need some support. i know it's not the same, and i've managed to f*ck up my own life since, but i'm still the same person.
i can't say i understand what you're going through when it's so different to what i am, but i understand how it makes you feel.
i really miss the days when it was the 3 of us together. i know things change, but i'm so frightened of change, and everyone else seems to have moved on apart from me. i hope you don't forget me.., because still mean the world to me.
I feel like I've done something really wrong.
Or you have and you're scared of telling me.
I know it was just a phone conversation.
But there was a weird vibe.
I love you so much.
Please don't hurt me.
