*hugs kat* - not really. I'm sorry i am such a self centred .... I haven't posted 4 ages and i come back and whinge. *leaves many hugs and exits the castle. Sorry!* hope everyone is ok!
Am feeling disgruntled and kind of angry at the moment.
Just want to give up & die. So sick of this ****.
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
I'll talk to you all tomorrow properly I guess. I've spent the weekend in Germany where my brother is studying at the moment. It wasn't as bad as I expected, but hey, as long as I get to turn myself off, nothing is as bad.
RYL FAMILY
Jo (Newlife) is my daughter
Kat (Katnovia) is my sister
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
*hides in a very dark corner so she won't be noticed*
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
still nothing, im having a good bitch with my friend tam about carri, who is on fb with bitchy messages about how pathetic I am because I am posting about football n drink, my footy team who I love to bits, I am season ticket holder, football is my main passion and its what i live for - we are in our first major cup final since 1987 next Sunday, and of course I am excited, I was only 1 then and didn't see it, I want next Sunday to happen and I would love us to beat the rangers and win the cup - and she is moaning about how petty I am etc etc and I cannae bear it
AND they have still not phoned me back yet...
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
*hugs IAL* I am okay now, but last night was really rough. :( How are YOU?
*cuddles Kat, IAL, Hollz, Katy, & Oliver* ♥
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
Oliver, what's up? what's making you so anxious? *gentle squish*
I'm nervous... back at uni, don't know how I'mma handle this next week... or the 5 other weeks following this one... but we are halfway done. That counts for something at least!!!
Am barely holding my head above water as it is... :(
*hides*
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
