If you are feeling suicidal, post here... - Page 73

shadowedsoul · 23-09-2011, 08:36 PM

hugs long road, keep fighting.

no none knows in real life. have to keep my head toghter somehow. will be okay if my head will just shut up.

long road · 23-09-2011, 09:22 PM

can you try block it out with music and things? mines ok at the moment got distracted by packing for uni.

*leaves hugs for all who need them*

Charmed · 23-09-2011, 10:22 PM

I haven't felt this way in a while... I thought i was okay :'( I so want to be okay. For my mum and little brothers...they are too young to know what would happen though. But my mum....

I don't know. I just don't know. But i need to escape. I can't take it anymore :'(

Frail Existence · 25-09-2011, 04:53 AM

the other day didnt work... cintemplating this now... got the'thing' set/ready. withing reaching distance. hm.... jus... trying think do now or on set date... help! thas what really want say. please that is.

Rubik'sCube · 25-09-2011, 05:18 AM

Charmed how are you feeling now? Does your Mum know how you are feeling?

Secrets Die (sorry I don't know your name). Can you move anything tempting away from eyesight and out of reach? You don't have to act on those thoughts hun it sounds like you want to reach out for help but may be feeling scared

Frail Existence · 25-09-2011, 05:25 AM

*nods* am scared.

Rubik'sCube · 25-09-2011, 05:30 AM

It's understandable to be feeling scared hun. What usually helps when you are feeling like this?

Frail Existence · 25-09-2011, 05:58 AM

cut. few times OD... already cut.

Mum24 · 08-10-2011, 11:26 PM

I don't want to die but I really want to escape. I'm feeling soooo pressured and I can't cope with my life. I feel like I can't handle it and I've thought about just ending it to stop the pressure and the demands. I can't cope.

shadowedsoul · 14-10-2011, 06:13 PM

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-Eleventeen- · 15-10-2011, 12:17 AM

So many things are happening in my life at the moment and my thoughts are all mixed up and shuffled together in one big, jumbled mess. And to think that I actually believed that I was getting a little better. Pfft. So much for that. Now I'm getting bullied over twice as much at school and my parents are drinking over twice as much at home. Now my Mom is getting more drinking money because she babysits my little cousin on the weekdays while my aunt is at work. She's only two years old, has a daddy who's back in jail for probably the rest of his life, and a mommy who wants absolutely nothing to do with her because she gets in the way of her partying. I see her have those little two-year-old tantrums...well, more like meltdowns...and I always have to ask myself "When is it going to be my turn? When will I ever get my chance to scream and cry and roll around on the floor while I punch and kick at the air?" Nothing anyone says or does can make me feel any better. I've considered many different things in the past couple of days....downing a bottle of pills, drowning myself in the bathtub, slicing both of my wrists, drinking a bottle of some kind of cleaning fluid, the list goes on and on. I'm so desperate to be released from this hell and I don't know what to do anymore...I don't think I can even go on. When will it ever stop?

MedicAsh · 15-10-2011, 10:55 AM

Ok, it has been a while since I felt this way but I really am struggling to see the point of life. I tell everyone that I am ok, but I know I'm not. Sometimes I think it would just be easier to just go away. I am tired of being so alone and not having anyone that understands me. I just feel so empty inside right now. Almost like I am just skin and bones with no soul. I feel like I am forgotten. I feel like I am not noticed. The part that scares me a little is that not only am I numb, I am completely calm. I don't feel anxious or anything. I know that I won't act on these thoughts but I still can't help but wonder......what if?

Heaven Knows · 15-10-2011, 03:05 PM

*sending hugs to all*

I just don't think this'll ever get better while I'm still around. I'm running out of reasons for holding on so long >.<

long road · 15-10-2011, 08:15 PM

hey yeah i still feeling like this.

Escape. · 15-10-2011, 08:23 PM

Feel so bad.
Only three more days :)
Planning on drowning myself on Tuesday. Don't think I'll be able to resist, it's been planned for months.
I'm not worth saving.

needle girl · 15-10-2011, 08:38 PM

*hugs everyone*

i don always want to be here either

dont have to give up...dont have to act on feelings...

quote i found n like- whenever i try to give up hope whispers one more time

long road · 15-10-2011, 08:39 PM

please try to resist.
If you think you cant resist please go to A&E and see someone.
Try and be safe.
it very hard but got to try.

Escape. · 16-10-2011, 02:27 AM

I don't even know what A&E stands for :x I'm in US. I know A&E is a UK thing, yeah??
And what's the point in resisting- like I said I'm not worth saving.

ChocolateMarvel · 16-10-2011, 02:34 AM

Casualty or Emergency Room I think it is in US..... every life is a life worth saving......don't know you but sending hugs and thinking of you.....

Escape. · 16-10-2011, 07:33 AM

It seems the only people who care about me unconditionally are the people I meet online :(
I don't know why you guys care so much, if you really knew me, I promise you you'd hate me.