The Giant Bouncy Castle

[lynx]

*Hugs April*

I unsubscribed to my second-semester courses and the second exam period. **** YOU, HOGESCHOOL. There, I said it.

I had a fight with Tom today, on the day I was there. I don't want to go to him since I'm mentally unstable and stuff, but he wants me around somehow. "For better for worse, huh." Aww

I need a shrink. Uhm. I mean drink. I'm thirsty.

[offlineforever]

what are the symptoms of bipolar?

[Scarletdreamer]

Bipolar = wild swings in mood. High = manic (can be anywhere from ecstatic, creative, or thinking you're God to being irritable and snappish or having insomnia). Low = depressive (which I think you know, heh).

That's the best I can sum it up for now. Brain's muzzy and it's late so yeh.

Feel like **** so I think I'd best hide for awhile...

[crazykat]

*cuddles you all*

[Scarletdreamer]

*cuddles Kat back* How're you doing, love?

Just got up a bit ago - no running water - again. Will have to go to my parents' place for showers later. Boo hiss!! Nothing bad about my parents' place, it's just that I wish our own apartment had actual running water!! Is that too much to ****ing ask?!?

Plus our ceiling still has not been fixed and it's been a month and a bit since it collapsed (kitchen, only part of it). Friends and family are telling me that we ought to move out, find a better apartment with a better landlord. GRRRRR. I don't need this on top of "everything else"!! :(

*cuddles all*

[offlineforever]

*hugs april* that sucks!

[Scarletdreamer]

*cuddles up next to Katy* Yeh it really does. Am at parents' now... listening to Plumb on my iPod so it's all good. :) My mum fixed us a special breakfast too, and we'll probably be going target shooting in a bit. Whee... :)

I am still feeling **** inside though... don't know how to fix that. Am so sad.

How are you? and everyone else? ♥

[offlineforever]

I'm feeling a bit undescribable today, just had to go into town to buy some printer paper and i hate crowds, but there was no one around to come with me :(

:( Hate it when we all feel sad :(

[crazykat]

*Leaves cuddles*

[Scarletdreamer]

*leaves cuddles, too, on her way to supper & reading in bed*

Am still sad. :(

I wish I could sprinkle magic feelbetter dust on us all... :(

[crazykat]

*cuddles April* I hope you feel better tomorrow

[frenchhorn]

*cuddles everyone*

[silentgirl]

"jumps on the giant bouncy castle as I have the internet back"

[in another life]

*hugs silentgirl and bounces with* - yay!

[crazykat]

*cuddles you all*

[offlineforever]

*bounces on*

[crazykat]

*pokes*

[offlineforever]

*giggles*

[crazykat]

How are you?

[lynx]

*pokes Kat back*

Off to the shore in about an hour I guess... I hate the sea and I hate the long drive to it. I also hate the radio channel my parents ALWAYS listen to in the car. Basically I hate just about everything that's up in the upcoming two to three hours. Wooptidoo.

My finger is starting to get better.

The following content has been hidden - Reason : maybe triggering; gross details about the finger

Since there are whole pieces of skin missing I can't put it in the chloramine water any more - I keep it above the glass to let the boiling water damp on it. And it helps; another piece fell off and now it's turned all red instead of pussy and aching/itching.

Sorry about the details but I hope spreading details about the wound will keep me from SI. It helped in the past few days.

I'm tired. I woke up with a headache and turned around in bed to just lay there for another hour. I don't know if that was a good idea or not.

Anyways. I have an appointment for a job interview tomorrow! I'm so excited. If I manage to find a good apartment in Ghent I just might get there without having to get up way too early. Now I have to take the bus at 7.22 in the morning to be there at 9. Skip the "take the train to Ghent" part and I've gained at least 40 minutes.

Stefanie, my "best friend" in high school, is on line but since she knows I have these psychological issues all she does is nag about getting therapy so I'm not going to talk to her voluntarily - yes, it's gotten this far.

Ugh.