i just dont want to try to even .. why should i even , but then i should care, i thought i could get a bottle of volka i figured things arent going to get better, there getting worse.. and they are.. the problems are getting worse, and i dont know how to stop them. i wanted to tell but i was afraid id make everything even more worse. i considered sucide and considered how and were id go, i done that with out pysical stress, last night id pyscial stress. every day i feel so stressed by what there doing. i blame me.
Laughter is a direct route to the soul. It broadens your perspective, keeps you healthy, and makes an unbearable situation alot easier to deal with.
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
If you're a lie. I don't want to know.
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
I want to keep you.
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
i knew you cared :)
im glad you care.
being an ass to me wasnt the smart move. it hasnt made me hate you.
just made you look an idiot. why do you wanna be an ass to make me hate you anyway?
Why do you still insist on destroying my life? You aren't even my friend anymore. You tried to destroy me before. I won't let you even get that close again...EVER!
Another day - Another play - Mold the clay
Straighten it out -Make it lay - Breathe upon the living creature Lungs burn - Heart pumps - Fingers twitch - Becomes alive -
Stop pushing me away, when I'm like this I need your comforting and support more than ever and telling me you're mad at me for it and that I disappoint you and don't try just makes me worse than ever. I'll always love you though, even if sometimes you don't understand what I'm going through because you beat it and I can't
I hate her! I had to smile and be polite to her today. I had to pretend like I had no problems at all and all the time I was thinking about all the things you've said and done. I feel bad for her, I felt guilty all afternoon. I don't hate her, I'm just really jealous. All the time I want to talk to you and she's there. Now she's got the week off, I'll never get what I want will I? :(
I know I said to both of you that I'd speak to her if I felt bad... but I can't, I just can't do it.I can't tell you any more. They're closer than ever because of what I said.
If I die tonight, believe me when I say it was for the best.
Take all your chances while you can,
You never know when they'll pass you by.
❤
I can't believe I was so good to you. God, looking back I realise I gave you all the freedom you needed to hurt me. I don't know why I was so patient.
I don't know why I put a brave face on.
I should've told you to go and fucking die the day everything changed and never look back.
