Over the last few days:
Had a great time with friends and cuddles <3
PENGUIN HOT WATER BOTTLE
Nice smelly candles from Ikea
Costa
Coped with a stressful transport situation like an adult.
Not having to cook for several days and getting fed something other than biscuits.
I'm very curious- where did you originally post it?
I think Sketchy meant that she meant to post that in a different thread. Presumably Goals for the day thread. I have literally almost done that myself so many times, this is like when there was say here and inverse say here threads.
Oh god I want to hear you say,
I want to hear you say that you were wrong again
This is the first thing
I have understood:
Time is the echo of an axe
Within a wood.
- done some scary e-mailing and kind of proud about it.
- saw a good friend and tried Christmas tea.
- Indian takeaway tonight.
- wore ruby slippers earrings and a beret and tied my hair back, felt kind of pretty.
- My cat greeted me with all of the purrs
- Work went well
- I get the house to myself tonight so I'm going to watch all my favourite movies that my wife hates
- I have a playmobil calendar and I'm about to turn 26
Christmas tree putting up & cathartic making of crafts to place on it :)
Have had enjoyable clunk of days spent with friends at weekend, sweeet night out, loved moving & unpacking (so satisfying seeing everything in it's new place & looking shiny)
Sampled Mochi, was different but delicious & very cute!
Stopped being stubborn [ergo panic kicked in & over rid OCD-y method/ways] and new method of working should hopefully produce better (despite too little too late!) revision results
'What came first, the phoenix or the flame?'
'I think the answer is that a circle has no beginning'
1) I got a letter with a formal offer of employment (subject to references, CRB checks etc) and it is such a relief to have a bit more security with money. Terrifying, and exhausting, especially after having an assessment centre from 8am - 5:30pm today. But a relief. And I feel less like a failure for it.
2) I am moving house tomorrow (to a new flat), and whilst this is a very draining thought to have to move everything and unpack, it means a lovely time of making it all cosy and decorating for Christmas tomorrow :)
Yesterday:
- finished a module I was really behind on
- met up with a friend I hadn't seen in a while
- finished a film
- positive feedback from my project supervisor
Have you ever looked fear in the face and said "I just don't care"?
- got my ethics proposal updated and sent
- didn't break down when I lost some of my work
- Had a nice cuddle with my ratties
- saw my uncle and cousin
- Looking forward to tomorrow.
- haven't overdosed
- haven't gone to a hotel (admittedly because I have no way of paying for it but still a win)
- had a much needed and long nap
- watched skins for old school ness and thoroughly enjoyed it
- haven't had a dissociative meltdown
- eaten and drunk and put lots of cream on
- had my injection
Got a lot of things done.
LOVE my new hair colour.
Stood my ground despite intimidation from my landlord.
Umbrolly for £1! Looks fairly sturdy too.
Cheap party rings and pepsi max.
Cooked dinner.
Didn't isolate, contacted people.
Bought and took the first of a bottle of multivitamins and iron.
Walked to Uni for last 45 minutes of closing and printed a load of P.P's out that will make for portable, more concise, more manageable revision.
Met a friend on the way (who was headed from campus to the bar right near my house, we swapped :P) & she said about wanting to continue going to Rugby. Have missed going so much. Would be lovely to be able to get a lift from her. How likely that is I don't know, given she was quiet merryily drunk :P
Met her on the way back also, as she was standing outside the bar, she said we must go out on a night out together again as she had loads of fun with me :D
Looking forward to later today :)
'What came first, the phoenix or the flame?'
'I think the answer is that a circle has no beginning'
Friday:
- I did not harm.
- I was assertive with my CC.
- I paid the bills.
- I did some art.
- Found a present to get my mum.
- I reassured a good friend.
- Made plans to meet up with a long time friend over new year.
- I went to sleep at a more decent time.
Saturday:
- I woke up before my alarm!
- I fed the cats on time.
- Went over to see fam.
- I spent quality time with mum.
- Bought bro and dads presents.
- I didn't flip over the letter I received from Rehab, I decided to look at it in a positive light.
- I am sitting with urges.
- Ordered mums present.
- Helped a friend out.
- I didn't give into cutting urges.
Last edited by Wonderland. : 06-12-2015 at 04:39 PM.
'Cause I'll always remember you the same.
Oh eyes like wild flowers within demons of change ♥